0707116 最小的事

晓吉力~


这一刻，最重要的事，是属于你，最小的事。。。

我们每个平凡小事，变成永恒故事。。。

你就是我的天使。。。

你就像天使一样，给我依赖，给我力量。。。

如果能有一天，再一次重返光荣。。。

记得找我，我的好朋友。。。

伙伴们，好不好？让我们再次拯救地球。。。

老地方相见。。。

如果你发现你还有留恋。。。

MC-KFC的篱芭外，我们肩屏着肩，紧握的手里面有好多明天。。。

认识你五月的天，梦开始鲜艳。。。

一长串的心愿，我们一天一天，慢慢实现。。。

我们甩掉地球，地球甩掉。。。只要越跳越高。。。

只想越跳越疯，越跳越高，把地球甩掉。。。

come on,JumP!

请你把头抬起来，帮你把勇气装满。。。

有你我的陪伴，一起终结孤单。。。

那样的回忆，那么足够。。。

谢谢你，教懂我知足的快乐。。。

JuMp!让我们一起私奔到月球。。。

让我们一起离开地球表面。。。To Find Our Paradise。。。

我们会有一起跃过城墙的一天！

最小的事；最重要的事

[你，07年的生日。。。我们的猪样~哈哈！]

[829，眼镜军团成员之一 - Evelyn，在redbox的庆生会上。。。]

[Wilson's CS 的lecture。。。我们的棒棒圈-Lollipop。。。]

[PD的那道墙，我们的屁股。。。Lol ;p] [Transformer 后的Kenny Roger's 大餐-Tongue Out!]

[眼镜军团大姐-嘉怡，在槟城Batu Ferringhi 沙滩的生日party。。。]

[我们都说好，会一起越过城墙的。。。就在不久的将来！我相信。。。]

[共享的士林开心套餐。。。]

[08年，527。。。祝你生日快乐！]

人间

4点多了。。。

如果你，和我一样寂寞。。。一样在感叹人生。。。

来吧！为我们更深一层的寂寞，干杯！

送你一首歌。。。

我的第一个偶像，第一个让我最想拥有她的专辑的人-王菲。


《人间》
风雨过后不一定有美好的天空
不是天晴就会有彩虹
所以你一脸无辜 不代表你懵懂
不是所有感情都会有始有终
孤独尽头不一定惶恐
可生命总免不了 最初的一阵痛
但愿你的眼睛 只看得到笑容
但愿你流下每一滴泪 都让人感动
但愿你以后每一个梦 不会一场空
天上人间 如果真值得歌颂
也是因为有你在 才会变得闹哄哄
天大地大 世界比你想象中朦胧
我不忍心再欺哄 但愿你听得懂
。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。 x 2
但愿你会懂 该何去何从

p/s: 该睡觉了啦，晚安~

笑吧! =)

凌晨3点钟。。。

今夜，我觉得既寂寞，也既不寂寞。。。很矛盾吧？！lol ;p

寂寞，因为近期有太多事情需要处理了。。而我，很逊的。。。处理不好。。

不寂寞了，因为身边有同样寂寞的人们陪我一起寂寞。。。


最近，真的很累。。。

好想松懈一下下啊~！


人生几何？

再累，都要笑一笑嘛。。。

笑一笑，没烦恼。。。

而且，我发现这一招很管用噢！因为当我脸带笑容地对人笑时，他们紧锁着的眉头也会展开，然后回我一个笑容。。。

这样，我就开心了。。。

笑吧~！

七彩。彩虹

七彩。。。缤纷的七彩，被我给遗忘了还是它弄丢我了？

突然想起，[Seeing Rainbow in Thunderstorm] 这名字。。。

这不就是意味着在狂风暴雨后，方才会有绚丽的彩虹吗？七彩的彩虹。。。

我的人生调色盘，是时候加点颜色了！

我会为我自己彩色！

红~橙~黄~绿~蓝~靛~紫 , 都跟上了吗？可别把我给弄丢了呀！

the black friday

黑色星期五- BLaCk FridaY

Today is really really not my day...Since i woke up,luck had gone its way...

From taxi incidentsss ( i was being cheated and fooled by taxi driver 3 times a day ler and each time is different races of driver-malay-indian-chinese ) SIAO~~ == Each time also make me need to pay eXtra ler....really felt like wasting and damn frus larh~

went for movie also need to pay eXtra...Sigh~

really spoilt my mood larh...din even have mood to shop also dy...

By the way,watch KungFu Panda with Ah Ai at MV juznow...

It's quite a comedy that can slightly support me some pills of laughing...

and later on,attend Mr Liew's tutorial...His tutorial is always short but i love his quotes...he always have good quotes and teach good lessons of life...and he awake me with some of the quotations...

Class end earlier and i had fun with Ah Ai to take over the whole classroom...lol

We had some 'chi xin' photo shooting sessions...and the outcomes of those pics are really really lame and funny....but frankly,it works to lighten up my day!

Mr Liew's quote of the day : "Never look back!Never!Whatever over is over!"

KungFu Panda's quotations : "There's no secret ingredients.There's nothing.It's just YOU!

You just have to BELIEVE! You must BELIEVE. as long as YOU

BELIEVE!!!"

YOU can make yourself special.If you believe you do!

Attach are some of the 'chi xin' pics...Enjoy...Have a laugh =)

[The Guru]
[she finally qualify me as The Master....hohoho xp]

[Prof Ai presenting Shadow's of the Dragon Warrior]

["Abu neh?"]

[You drive me crazzzzzzzzzzzzy!Argh!!]

[Ah Ai said our pose like the poster of the movie "Secret"]

*Lastly,gonna thanks to Ah Ai for cheering me up and so kind of her to edit those pics for me....

I still prefer to call you Ah Ai laa...Ching Ai de.... XD

stresssssss VS wantssssss

STRESS!!!
STRESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!
STRESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!!

i am so stressed!
i just wish that i am able to done well in everything i did...tho i realise that it's quite impossible...
i just wish that i can have time for everyone...
i just wish to live more lively...
i just wish to have smiley to put on everyday...
the wish list goes on and on ~~~~~~~~

that i just wish to be good...
that i will be .... good~
That i want it ALL!!!

I Want What I Want!!!

Thank you,angels of mine =)

Thank you,my dear angels!
Thank you for being there to raise me up and be there for me when i'm in need...

I was sick few days ago...
At first,i thought that 1 litre of 100Plus should be enough to cure and reduce the heat...Manatau,it's getting worse the next day...
I was in semi-conscious while on the way walking back to the apartment from lrt station...
And,i faint!i mean,almost laa...My vision starts to get blurr and i fell down...
Felt so helpless at that moment....but i tried to tell myself to stand up and move on,at least,safe to get back home!
Shameful to say,i cried when rang the phone to JC while he's working...
After examined by dr,said dr...I'm really critical...My body temperature is 40 degree and i vomit blood and yet i go to uni....he asked am i crazy?!
JC warned me not to go to uni the next day and i just lying on the bed like dead body for about 16 hours...

Anyway,
Thanks,Jia Yi...for answering my calls,console me...calm me down...
Thanks JC for bring me to see doctor and take good care of me...
Thanks Kallen for being so so caring to change wet towel for me to reduce my heat during night time....
Thanks 'Whisky' for being a good pharmist..lol...ex-pharmacy student..okay,thanks for ur advise...
Thanks Phoebe for being concern about me.Although u can't come from that far,but i know that you are sincerely care for me...
Thanks Iris,for being so sweet to cheer me up when i was alone loitering around at KLCC due to heavy rain out there...ur sms is sweet enough and it popped up at the very right time to cheer me up...
Thanks Jiez for lending me your helping hand and be my 'kuli' for 1 night to help me move my things back...hehe
Thanks Ah Ai for introducing yourself to me and hope my life in Help won't be boring with your appearance there...
Thanks Jian Xin for your attemp in helping me to look around for room...
Thanks 5th aunty for being concern about my condition here...
Thanks Josie and Sheany for being such a good friends of mine...
Thanks Xiao Zhen for being concern...
Thanks Phan for your offer and being helpful...
Thanks Andrew for your silly joke...hehe
Million million thanks to all of you.....

There're once that i felt so hopeless in life and been drowning....
Luckily,angels light up my way...
YOU are my ANGELS!
Love you guys ^^

Vienna

I think i am sick dy...fever,sore throat and vomit this morning...
Anyway,it is 1st of June...should be a good month...
Found myself a good song...


Billy Joel- [Vienna]

[Slow down you're doing fine
You can't be everything you want to be before your time
althought it's so romantic on the borderline tonight

Too bad but it's the life you lead
You're so ahead of yourself that you forgot what you need
Though you can see when you're wrong
You know you can't always see when you're right

You got your passion,you got your pride
But don't you know that only fools are satisfied
Dream on but don't imagine they'll all come true

When will you realize
Vienna waits for you ]

[维也纳会永远等着你]
我想维也纳可能代表每个人心中的一个理想。
只要你有心，只要你还在努力，你的理想就会永远等着你。

[Vienna waits for me]

news...but bad news

Somebody is stepping my luck!!!
It's sucks!
It's sh!t !!!

Received lots of bad news...and bad things keep on happening on me...
I tried hard to be optimistic but each day i wake up,the condition is getting worst!
It's been 3 months i didn't have period!
Pregnancy thingy is not the thing that i need to worry about coz i'm not involve in any sex relationship BUT my skin is getting worst due to this problem...Dr's medic cannot work,productssss cannot work,hormone cannot work..
Oh Gosh!I'm so so abnormal...

Why har??suddenly seems like things change to become worst le?
Somemore,i cannot rent the room that i wish dy coz it's being rent out to other people dy...
So,means that after 10June,i got no place to stay...
Staying with my cousin at Cheras now is already a BIG problem for me to go to uni everyday and i felt guilty to disturb him for that long too...
i need a place to settle down..tired of shifting here and there...

and besides,i really miss those good old days where i used to have when i was in UTAR with that bunch of piggie doggie friends...
miss those moments that i used to have...
don't think that i will have that kind of life in Help...

Woke up this morning,with lots of problems need to be solve and other stupid stuff spinning in my head,suddenly...feel like giving up in life!
I don't wish to continue my life like this...like now...it's completely unacceptable...and it's really SUCKS!
feel like commit suicide...just cross the road and let the car bang on me then done!
i'm done and gone!

I'm not happy...
I never happy ever since i came back to here...
Don't know how to make myself happy...
My cheer leader is not here...
Everyone is busy with their life,so as a half adult,i know that i should handle all this stuff my own and overcome it...
perhaps,give me sometime...
As Jen said: This is just a beginning...Everything happen for a reason and i happen to be in this world with this sucks situation now is also must be some reason behind...
So,i still need to keep it up and learn to be tough...take it as a trainning programme lor...
Someday,Sometime,Somewhere...i will know..
and it should be a very good reason to explain my WH questions...
better be something that worth my waiting!


No news is good news = )

seeking H A P P I N E S S

Another day had gone and passed away...
I feel not right...
I feel down...
I feel abnormal....
I feel strange...

I don't know why do I feel that way....
I am depressed!
I lost my way and lost of directions...lost of confidence to go on...
Suddenly,i feel a failure of life...

It's my first day attend classes at HUC...
It's a completely new environment,new faces to me....
Half way to my dreams getting closer and nearer but to be honest,i didn't feel happy...
I don't feel that i like this place...but there's no turning back for me....
I need to go on,and i know that,realistically!
Didn't eat anythg since i wake up till end of class at 2pm....
and while i was waiting for bus to go back,it started to rain,HEAVILY....DAMN!
Since i didn't have umbrella,i cannot walk back to the place i stay ritenow as i used to walk abt 10 mins from lrt to my 'home'...
So,I need to get a place to go...

So,I go to KLCC alone...
Walking alone in the crowds,with no destination,I feel EMPTY.LONELY.WEIRD.
I don't know what to do or what should i do...
Perhaps,i can call someone for date...blind date or whatsoever... but it's really pointless to date with someone that is not my favour...It won't help any to make me feel any better or happier...
I don't want to waste ur time...I don't want to give any false hope to anyone of you and then end up hurting you and myself....
I am tired of the so called 'love game' or 'trap' of desperado...
I am depressed,lonely and need love BUT I AM NOT DESPERATE!
Sick with desperado and guys with 'come and go' hurting me...
Perhaps,i am really a bloody idiot to make believe that true love does exist and they are sincere.
It's all just an illusion...and when the picture gets clearer,it's time to AWAKE!
Naive in love is my weakness and it's time to WAKE UP and be REALISTIC!
I don't even want to spend any wasted second with people that are not my favor.
So,if i ignored u,u better b smart a bit...STAY AWAY FROM ME!

My family went to travel overseas dy and i am really alone here.
I need their support...I need to talk and share with them everything here with me...
I need them to shower me with love and tell me that everything gonna be alright and i can do it fine...
I miss them badly...
No matter what happen,their love that shower me is EVERLASTING and will not change...and i realise it,each day i grown older...
Dad and Mum and my adorable siblings,they mean the world to me...

Gladful to say,i owned some good friends...
My friends might not be many,but they are all really good friends...
Luckily i met them and are friends with them...
Everything that they did for me really touch my heart and thousand words of 'thank you' is not going to be enough to dedicate to them for their helping hand whenever i was in need.

Every Failure brings a step closer to Success~
Fitness First coach said: When I am sad,I work harder!
So,Xinyi...work harder!!
I shall see the light of happiness is waving hand welcoming me in this near future = )

recent updates

又过了一个周末了。。。唉~我还在懊脑着该去哪，怎样才会做到最好。。。很烦哩！

但想想，比起那些可怜的四川灾民还在为了生存而挣扎，自觉自己幸运也幸福许多。。。
我确实应该感到庆幸。。。那一些小小考验算什么？！没什么，熬一熬，咬紧牙关，跟自己说，都会过去的！

我家这一区的电话线被贼偷了。。。不能上网。。。害我瞎无聊的。。。
原想翻阅九把刀的《月老》的，却被妈给叫去干活了。。。
妈叫我去煮绿豆糖水要拿去慈济仪卖，积点功德。。。
换作是以前的我，或许我还想懒散，堵多推塘。。。但今天我没有。。。
近来，想了很多。。。很多人都跟我说我妈很疼我，甚至友人羡慕我妈可以对我做到有求必应。。。
哈~没有那么夸张啦！“有求必应”？？？那不就比拜神还灵？？
但是，说实在的，妈真的很疼我。。。我是知道的。。。
她为我付出了那么多，我不该再对她小小要求而埋怨。。。况且，她只不过是真心地为我好。。。
所以呢，可以做到的，我都会尽责。。。
假期以来，每天都会陪妈去做晨跑。。。今天周末，那就帮她洗地板吧！
洗了（42 x 90）方尺的地板，一个字，爽！洗地板期间，亦忆起了童年时和心怡一起洗澡时用肥皂泡来滑她家洗澡间的地板。。。回想起来，小时候的我们真的很好笑。。。哈~ （Y雨，你该不会怪我写在这里吧？！）
体会到妈妈的伟大。怀胎九个月不好过，扶养孩子成人更不容易。。。
所以,虽然母亲节过了，还是很想说：

妈，母亲节快乐！
愿天下所有的母亲都可以健康快乐！

结束了。

坐在这角落，心里很多话想说。。。
爱不在，应该让自己从回忆中离开。。。
爱不在，我们都已不存在在彼此的未来。。。
有时候，不管对爱还有多少的依赖，就算再不愿意再伤心，我明白我们只能分手。。。
不舍得放手，是我的错。。。
选择掉进这无底洞的人是我自己，是我的错。。。
任由自己的眼睛见证那残酷的事实，是我的错。。。
相信你，也是我的错了吗？？？
我的天真，是我的错。。。

和你分手后，我的心就好像放了一颗炸弹，炸了一个大洞。。。
然后你又出现，害我的伤口又再次斯裂了，让我痛得无法意识这只是一段感觉，已经不是爱了。。。
所以，从现在开始，我们感情归零。。。
我真的再也没有多余的心力去爱或恨你了。。。

此刻，聆听着罗忆诗的《别再哭了》。。。

结束了，就不该再拉扯。。。
结束了，我该往前走，去拥抱那属于我的天空。。。
有一天，我将拥有一双燃烧着火焰的美丽翅膀，在天空傲翔。。。

0707196 献 眼镜军团

眼镜军团六人行

那晚，我们都和烟火一样，笑得很灿烂。。。
我们的笑容可以拯救彼此的失落。。。
旦愿那一刻可以永恒。。。

此刻，我在聆听着《仨人》。。。
我们相识的时间并不长，但喜怒哀乐尽尝。。。
因为有你，染上新的幽默。。。
也因为有你，世界变得轻松。。。
我们属于非常难得。。。

朋友，谢谢你们这些日子以来带给我最真挚的感动。。。
我们共同拥有过的回忆会陪伴着我一生。。。


离别前的最后一张合照。。。

回到家，一个人，打着短讯给在回KL路途中的朋友。。。

打着打着，泪就流了。。。

了解人有悲欢离合，但我还是会不舍。。。真的很不舍。。。

。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。

晓吉力说她坚信这不是最后，所以泪不可以流。。。

Evelyn说：我们不是解散，只是暂时分散。。。

有一天，我们一定会再相聚。。。

细细回味一起度过的那些日子，我们都笑了。。。

这一次，一定会比烟火来得更灿烂。。。

别了，0707196。。。

悄悄的我走了，正如我悄悄的来;

我挥一挥衣袖，不带走一片云彩。（徐志摩）

但我不是徐志摩。。。

the rain

It's raining now...raindrops~ lotsa raindrops~~~
Staring out from my window pane...
listening to Leona Lewis - Yesterday...
Suddenly,all the memories holding me back,again...

I'm not sad.no longer crying...
I can still find strength to keep myself going on...
There will be someone that is destine for me,one day...
I'll be waiting...

P/s : tomorrow need to sit for final ler...need to continue study to score well for my CGPA...
take a shower and i shall continue study dy...ciao~

夜来疯

夜的来袭，抱着熊熊入睡才能感到安心。。。

对你的眷恋，也只有一个人的时候才会层现。。。也只能够把熊熊抱得更紧。。。

当你觉得我冷漠的时候，你会否明白那是因为我还在乎？

承认我是弱者，不敢再对爱假设。。。

带着一颗平常心，不必为谁心碎闭上眼睛。。。

不想当 Miss D ( Desperado ) 。。。不想随便牵起一只手然后又分手。。。

太容易得到手了的爱，会比较不懂得珍惜吧？！

不会再问为什么。。。我知道我只能一直往前走。。。

熊熊会一直陪着我。。。

恋空

刚看完了一部日剧叫<<恋空>>。。。

很久没有如此地感动到哭了。。。

夜深人静，一个人烧日剧到哭。。。

这部片让我找回了以前最单纯地感动的感觉。。。

我还可以相信吗？

还会有那么地单纯，美好的感动吗？

我看着今晚的夜空，湾湾的残月发出光芒，满天的星星在闪耀着。。。彷佛对着我笑了。。。

今夜的天空是温柔的。。。

一张纸条

今天，遇上了些不顺心的事。。。大学的申请手续有麻烦了，我的留学梦就只差那一步。。。
我犹豫了。。。我究竟在干着些什么。。。没有梦的人生还剩下些什么？！
在我猛啃着苦味巧克力的当儿，我的室友为我送上一本书，附送着一张小纸条。。。

纸条上是这样写着的：
-人，来到世界上，是为着学习新事物，并借着学习新事物，来提升自己的灵性境界。

-事情总是来来去去，有些事带来一些快乐，有些则令人不悦。但不论发生什么事，一切都会过去，都会结束的。* 都会有解决的一天。

-任何你没学会的功课，都会以不同的面貌不断地出现在你生命中，直到你学会这门功课为止。

晓真，谢谢你。

因为你，我在脑子里列下了许多美好的清单。。。
想想，才不想让一朵小乌云把我的整片天空遮蔽呢！
我会努力做好我的功课，直到老天批我及格为止！
如果要累积100个不如意来换1个如意，那到时候一定要给我最好，最好，最最最好的！


每一个问题都是上天的恩赐 ~
Your Disappoitment is HIS Appointment ~

喵~喵~喵~

喵~

没什么，只是突然很想撒娇。。。

想抛开所有的束缚，任性地撒娇。。。。


刚挂了我的SotplaK导师-嘉怡的电话，连她也说我SotplaK了。。。lol
每天都要装出一副铁金刚的样子，偶而SotplaK一下也好嘛。。。


每个人接起话筒第一句总会问：“有什么事吗？”
非要有事才可以找你们吗？
有时候，有些事只不过是个借口。。。
所以，请你们下次不要冷漠地逼问我有什么事了。。。
我不过是想听听你们的声音。。。
会有这么的时刻，是我想你们了。。。


天气冷得快冻成冰了。。。
现在最想去一个地方------〉情人温暖的怀抱。
可我现在没有情人啊，只好躲到被窝里暖一下下咯。。。


喵~

谁又会拾起我的飘流木？

喵~喵~喵~

静璇说我这张照像猫。

没错！我其实天性像猫。。。

偶儿，我会很慵懒，我会撒野，更本领撒娇。。。

可是，我却是个不会捉老鼠的猫。。。

喵~~~

裕希

有好消息！有好消息！妈刚告诉我Tsuchida一家人下个星期将回来待几天。。。
Yeah!兴奋~我很兴奋~ la la la ~~~
我会见到Yuki吗？
那个把我的名字写在沙滩上，跟我鸡手鸭脚比划着的裕希。。。
好久不见，他会不会跟以前一样地Cool？
裕希啄着口香糖，赛摩多和赛车的样子最酷了！
我们都长大了。这一次我们还会用“石头`剪刀`布”来打赌吗？
很期待我们的再次会面。。。; )

如果有去海滩，我们再一起找螃蟹洞，捉螃蟹，好不？

看我99变~ lol

朋友问: How's life?
我答: C-O-N-T-E-N-T-E-D !! Yeah,i live a contented life lately = )
活着真好。原来每一天都可以过得如此充实。。。

近来忙着培养书卷味，女人味，也包括SotplaK味。。。哈哈哈~
都多得一群Sotplug的piggie doggie friends...lol
这几天常逛The Garden 的Borders书局。。。一呆，就是一整天。。。差一点就要被那儿的Starbucks和The Borders black-listed 了。。。lol

在Starbucks看书时拍的。是不是多了份书卷气了呢？嘻嘻。。。
我还要看很多很多的书呢。。。还有很多没有看完。。。我正和书恋爱啊！

够不够女人味？！不够我再加！！ XD 变！变！变！仙女棒会让我见证魔法，摇身一变，变白，变漂亮。我要像李嘉欣一样，那么地女人，迷人。。。 = ）

快乐可以是自找的。

我的每一个“今天”都和shinny peoples度过。。。

我笑了。。。也"siao" = "sotplak"了。。。lol

Delete昨天的烦恼，

Select今天的快乐，

Log In明天的幸福。

你Delete了吗？也Select了？那就快Log In了吧？！

笑一个吧！（要露出牙龈的那种噢！）

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