在家的心情写照

城市里，花花世界的灯火虽然诱人；但我一个人，是寂寞的。。。
回到家里，我有家人。。。我，不是一个人。。。

在家里，弟妹们嬉戏的欢笑声，爸爸深沉的教诲声，就连妈妈的唠叨声。。。都会温暖我心房。。。
这几天，我很努力地当个好女儿，好姐姐。。。
我想成为你们的骄傲。。。
我想要你们开心因为有我的存在。。。

妈，对不起。。。请你多忍耐一下下。。。请你再给我多一点点时间。。。请你一定要相信我。。。
我在学习中。。。在成长中。。。在改善中。。。
人生还未到尽头，一切判断未免有点太早了吧？！
留得青山在，不怕没柴烧。
所以，不要放弃！
时间可以为我证明。。。我可以！！


GiVe me OnE MoMenT in TimE,When I'm mOrE thAn I thOuGht I cOuLD Be~

Like Flowers,though I may not be as great as early bloomers,but I will definitely BLOOM one day!

My Whim and Fancy

Thought of going to Matta fair and get a haircut with Phoebe yesterday...but just end up with shopping only...again,shopping!

I hardly fall with any stuff with LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT...but i did today!for a BCBG watch!!
i wore my Swatch for years dy...and it's still in good condition...that's why i did not plan to look for any new watch...About 2 years ago,i like a Fossil watch but yet,i didn't go for it because my lust for it is not strong enough...but today,the BCBG really make me feel irressitible to own it.

~My Lust.My Desire.My Want~

My future desire for watch gonna be Longines.But i can't afford to own it rightnow yet.Besides,wearing a Longines at this age like me will be a bit too mature dy.hehe ^^

I never stop thinking about owning it,but yet i am not willing to go for it.It's Christian Dior-Dior Addict 2 perfume!It's just an EDT fragrance but it's so damn expensive!The price make me say no-no to it but i'm really craving for the scent!!

The Scent that I will never forget :

~The Radiance.The Tenderness.The Sensuality~

Another future desire of fragrance gonna be Chanel-Chance!
Besides,i'm also aiming for a Gucci handbag...Perhaps,u gonna spell me S-P-O-I-L-T!
Whatsoever,it's all just my Whim and Fancy.
I'm going to take the job to work at PC fair and maybe some other part time job in future to satisfied all my wants because I WANT WHAT I WANT!


Since I'm turning to 21 this year,I am more assure about what i want for my future.

A for A grade types of life!

F for Family and Friends!

G for Glitters!

H for Health!

L for Lush and Love!

Q for Quality!

S for Smiley = )

W for Wisdom!

Z for Zest!

and i'm going to make my DREAM COME TRUE!


With great wisdom,i will be able to embrace all the good things in life!A to Z!

Showtime!

There are some nice movie that I'd watched lately...thought of sharing here...It's real nice and worth your time and price of paying for it.

Watched with Sheany at Gurney during my holiday.That time was boring and we purposely drove to Penang to watch movie.While glancing all the movies that are release there,i thought that there will be no any nice movie...then Sheany suggested to watch .Luckily it didn't disappoit me..or else,i gotta put the blame on Sheany dy..hehe..kidding laa..lol.
Something happened that day...A nerdy formal-wear 'uncle' followed us at our back when we going to enter the cinema..and the 'uncle' sat beside me once i took my seat...where got so 'ngam' 1??!Argh!!!I really cannot 'tahan' him lorh...his coughing, the smell of salted fish comes from his place ( maybe due to his Hong Kong leg ) and some weird hamsap body language...eww~really irritate me!neither do Sheany!So,we decided to shift to other seat ( luckily,still got some empty seat )...and that NERD laugh loudly tho i don't think there's any real goofy scene.haih~~NERD!NERD!NERD! scarrrrrrryyyyyyy~

JUMPER:
Hayden Christensen stars as David Rice-a jumper that can teleport to anywhere that he likes.After running away from home,he learns to use his power to rob banks.Later after that,he's being haunted by Paladin that wants to kill jumpers...

my rate : ***

it's kind of entertaining action movie...not boring,i can say.In fact,a little trilling that excite me.not bad,duh~


Past weekend,Phoebe suddenly called at noon while i still asleep due to my tiredness of having pillow talks with my hostel friends till morning a night before.She called for a gathering as there'd been a long time that we didn't see Josie dy...So,we plan to have dinner together then watch movie after dine.Thought things will goes well and we will have a happy gathering after all...But hor,mana tau...Josie kena food poisoning at the very minutes...sigh~So,she didn't join us for our steamboat buffet and movie...pity her...

STEP UP 2-THE STREETS
Rebellious street dancer,Andie find herself fighting to fit in at the elite maryland School of the Art while also trying to hold onto her old life.Chase-the school hottest dancer,admire Andie's talent in dancing.They form a crew to compete in Baltimore's underground dance battle The Streets....

my rate : ****

This drama musical movie really makes me feel lively after watching it.Great dance move,lovable street boys,nice body and i had great pleasure.C o o l !

Last night,Phoebe invited me and Sheany for a preview of Singaporean movie...Her bro-in-law got 4 free tickets...so,she ask us along lorh...so nice of her...(huggies)..hehe ^^
We watched at Pavillion.At first we thought,cheh~Sg movie niah maa.....but the number of times the audience laughed showed that Jack Neo is very successful in directing the movie. I think Singapore film industrial should feel lucky to have him to raise up the industry.

Ah Long PTE LTD
Mark Lee was coerced to married with the loan-shark triad leader(Fann Wong casting).Mark Lee's sissy character in the movie really really funny till i cannot tahan to laugh aloud(paiseh~my ladylike image is spoilted dy..aiks//).By the way,i just get to know that 'Ah Loong' can be that creative with the various way of giving pressure to the money-lender to repay.Mark Lee's sissy body language and conversation did impressed me and enlightened me a lot!!it's so so so f u n n y !

my rate: ****

surprisingly surprise that i love this movie!


*p/s: i can't get the poster pic for dis movie yet.will upload it once i found it.

害怕

莫名的恐惧感再次把我包围。。。我无法逃,无处可逃。。。
最近，我又发现了一些不寻常的现象。。。
我害怕。。。很害怕验证出来的结果。。。
害怕无法完成那些梦想。。。害怕没有未来。。。
害怕再也无法看见那些亲近的熟悉脸孔。。。

人生只活一回，生命不能够有take two。。。
虽然日子依旧平凡的过但我不懂我还可以有多少些这么的日子。。。所以我真的很珍惜现在的每一天。。。
回忆一直在我脑海中倒退。。。童年，少年，现在的成年。。。
谢谢那些陪我走过这些年的家人，朋友和小熊。。。
你们为我做的每一件小事我都会记得。。。会是属于我最重要的小事。。。


突然，今晚，我格外的想家。。。
很想见到爸爸，妈妈，弟妹。。。

日日夜夜陪伴我的小熊受伤了。。。
今天发现到他的右腿破了一个洞。。。我的心也破了一个洞。。。
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靠在你的肩总能让我感到安心~
有你真好~~








人，是否会因害怕失去而失去的呢？！