Monday, September 27, 2010

the time bomb! USE THE RIGHT WORDS!!

i'm back in action!
been alone to do works and get to observe all walks of life..
This opens me to see the society ills of polarising evidence.. eg: you-are-amazing-but-the-truth-is-you're-crap!! (inner thoughts)
take your mask down,bitch! you are not treating people sincerely, so you do not deserve to be treated sincerely as well! FAIR and SQUARE !! same goes to the business today, especially service industry..
As a marketing students, i always know that social interacting skill is important to build up a wide network. However, the key of SUCCESS is ONLY to service people SINCERELY from your heart!
and as apply to friendship,i'd always treasure all my friends around me.. when i say FRIENDS, i DO REALLY MEAN IT!! but somehow, i'd always missed the moments where we used to talk closely, intimately, OPENLY TO ANYTHING,EVERYTHING!! okay, i may sound childish or boring or whatever, those are the moments where TRUE FRIENDSHIP are formed!
i'd always feel more comfortable when i am alone lately or only with close friends! this is because that i feel awkward when surrounded with clown or insincere fake people!
evidence to this are two evidence tht i would like to share:
evidence 1: beautician A
"i feel sad for ur skin condition..", "r u okay? is it because tht u feel stress lately?are u into a relationship?and blah blah blah"- she is ultimately sincere or even tht she doesn't mean it from her bottom of heart, at least she did not make me feel bad abt myself..but one thing i would like to point out is tht DO NOT EVER ASK ANYTHING ABT UR CUSTOMER"S PRIVACY! i dun feel tht there's a need for me to tell u abt my privacy tht is cross beyond my line, so DON"T ASK! perhaps, she acts over caring..
evidence 2: beautician B
"aiyoyo! ur skin condition is terrible like hell!i feel headache looking at ur pimples! this is what happen when you seldom come for facial! " - okay! i admit tht i do not hav good skin!i do hav pimples since long ago but it never cure from roots!i come for facial is because i need you to clear it away for me, not for u to criticize till make me feel that you are not professional, u do not respect ur customer, you are a paliah beautician and etc..
The above evidence does not mean tht i cannot take negative feedback or criticism! but it's about the way tht how they talk abt it!
GOOD CRITICISM BUILDS PEOPLE UP; BAD CRITICISM TEARS THEM DOWN!!
no one likes to hear tht they are not awesome, including myself! BUT if you use the right words, i will thank u for telling me the truth and helping me to improve..
So, PLEASE MIND YOUR WORDS! USE THE RIGHT WORDS, IDIOTS!!

okay, i shall call this entry a time bomb! lol ;p till then, wait for the next bomb ba =)

Friday, March 12, 2010

the decision

Well, finally i had made up my mind..i decided to stay...
I know that it is an opportunity of once-in-a-life-time and almost all the people around me encouraged me to go...
After all, i just do not have enough confidence to prepare myself to undergo the loneliness in the cold there...
*p/s : hopefully i won't regret in the future

Anyhow, i had enrolled a japanese language course at UTAR and hopefully i can make full use of it to benefit my future undergoings. Or perhaps, i can probably go to Japan for half year for an intensive course? Who's know?!

Of all the lovely friends i had here, i just wanted to say thank you all so much for all the cheers and laughter that we shared...

I love all my BFF! -xoxo-

Thursday, February 25, 2010

Goodbye?

i know it's been long time that i never update my blog...been busy in love,i admit~
and now,all in a sudden..i fall into a situation that i might face long distance separation in a near future...
i'm so reluctant to leave but yet i realised that i have to focus on a big picture instead of a small puzzle...
and now, i am emo-ing alone in Wendy's Jaya One listening to James Blunt's song - Goodbye my lover...
and it inspires me to write this blog......


Did i disappoint you or let you down?
Should I be feeling guilty or let the judges frown?
'Cause I saw the end before we begun,
Yes I saw you were blinded and I knew I had won.
So I took what's mine by eternal right.
Took your soul out into the night.
It may be over but it won't stop there,
I am here for you if you'd only care.
You touched my heart you touched my soul.
You changed my life and all my goals.
And love is blind and that i Knew when,
My heart was blinded by you.
I've kissed your lips and held your head.
Shared your dreams and shared your bed.
I know you welll, I know your smell.
I've been addicted to you.
Goodbye my lover,
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.
Goodbye my lover,
Goodbye my friend,
you have been the one.
you have been the one for me.
I'm a dreamer but when I wake,
You can't break my spirit
It's in your dreams you take.
And as you move on, remember me,
remember us and all we used to be
I've seen you cry,I've seen you smile.
I've watched you sleeping for a while.
I'd be the father of your child.
I'd spend a lifetime with you.
I know your fears and you know mine.
We've had our doubts but now we're fine,
And I love you,I swear that's true.
I cannot live without you.
Goodbye my lover,
Goodbye mye friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.
Goodbye my lover,
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.
And i still hold your hand in mine.
In mine when i'm asleep.
And i will bear my soul in time,
When I'm kneeling at your feet.
Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.
Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.
I'm so hollow, baby..I'm so hollow.
I'm so,I'm so, I'm so hollow...
no matter what, pls do remember that i love you,b~