Well, finally i had made up my mind..i decided to stay...
I know that it is an opportunity of once-in-a-life-time and almost all the people around me encouraged me to go...
After all, i just do not have enough confidence to prepare myself to undergo the loneliness in the cold there...
*p/s : hopefully i won't regret in the future
Anyhow, i had enrolled a japanese language course at UTAR and hopefully i can make full use of it to benefit my future undergoings. Or perhaps, i can probably go to Japan for half year for an intensive course? Who's know?!
Of all the lovely friends i had here, i just wanted to say thank you all so much for all the cheers and laughter that we shared...
I love all my BFF! -xoxo-
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Saturday, November 22, 2008
moving on with the days
Exam is approaching,yet there're tonnes of workloads awaiting me to complete...
i got no time to shed a tear right this moment anymore...
i have to move on!
Had a discussion with a group member at The Border's Starbucks at The Garden justnow...It takes time to modify others works so,we decide to re-do everything...It will be much easier for us...This might be kind of bit autocratic and sound irrespect to others but we are lack o f time to ask them to re-do and guide them how to do...it's so much tiring...
Since, we are at Starbucks,i get myself a new drink intro for X'mas season...
i got no time to shed a tear right this moment anymore...
i have to move on!
Had a discussion with a group member at The Border's Starbucks at The Garden justnow...It takes time to modify others works so,we decide to re-do everything...It will be much easier for us...This might be kind of bit autocratic and sound irrespect to others but we are lack o f time to ask them to re-do and guide them how to do...it's so much tiring...
Since, we are at Starbucks,i get myself a new drink intro for X'mas season...
Instead of my all-time-fav-Java Chips, i get myself Toffee Nut Frapuccino...i love it! = ) and guess you should have love it too!get yourself one ba if you go Starbucks ;p
Besides, i get myself a mini book at Borders...
It brings lights to my dull hectic day!
The formula of happinessS
It's our favourite sushi restaurant to visit!
Ordered lots of food...
Jiayi still feel like demanding for a dessert although she already full... lol ;p
The sushi freakand before going for the discussion,we went to FOS...
i got a half price shorts...spot it last time dy..luckily didn't buy,or else i gonna 'gek sei'! ahha =p
My group member is kind of rajin type people...compare with him,i am nothing lor...he seems super duper stress and worried for the coming finals...So,after the discussion, he went back already... Since i'm in the mall,i decided to shop around..i timed myself 1 hour to shop...
Saw some glamorous accessories at Vincci accesorries shop...So,i bought this... long time never add any new accessories for myself dy...finally can stock some for the coming CNY~
my earrings and anklet!look galmour not?? ^.=
My next pit alone is Zara...
feel like getting myself another tight jeans of Zara ler...
But just get myself a Forever 21 black fit pants on my birthday...
well....considering...
Compare my current pic and my previous pic...that time i am still having long curly hair...i want to get that length back!!
camwhore-ing for the-day...
I stopped by at Jaya One for dinner before i go back to MC..
while waiting jiayi to finish work,i plan to have a short revision at Oldtown...
But,i saw some crowds at the centre court of Jaya One-Palm Square...
There's a performance from the former Malaysian Idol finalist- Saiful... ( don't even know this name before that...paiseh )
anyway,instead of go to Oldtown,i sat there and watched the performance...
well,there' still lots of space for improvement for the english song that he presents - No Promises...but for malay songs...it's quite nice...most of the malay songs' melody are taken from the chinese songs...
Songs that he performs are- Rindu,Ku masih cintaimu,Aku ada disini....
and there goes my day...
time to fight for exam,again! ^^
Friday, October 17, 2008
发生什么事啊？？?
发生什么事啊？？？
外婆生病了，下星期要动心藏手术。。。
外公的情况还需要特别加护。。。
几天前，我竟然梦见碧慧向我哭诉她的感情事。。。甚至害我差点迟到去上课。。。没想到当我告诉她那个有关她的梦境时，她却向我证实她的感情出现裂痕。。。
碧慧是我从小学就认识的好朋友。。。
我们很要好。。。刚上大学时，我们都说好说谁要是先谈恋爱了，要带男朋友出来给对方介绍。。。
没多久，她跟我说她有男朋友了。。。我也替她感到兴奋。。。
后来，我也谈恋爱了但没多久就失恋了。。。
还记得，第一次失恋，我陷入人生最低落期。。。每一天失眠，天天都打电话给碧慧哭诉好几个小时。。。她一直都很好地聆听我的哭诉，还一直替我抱不平，说要帮我臭骂那个伤我心的男人。。。
我告诉过自己不会再轻易相信男人。。。
一年多后，我却又恋爱了可没多久竟然被我发现他其实还对前女友念念不忘！
我怎么可以接受他的心还留住别的女人的身影？？！
结果，我们分手了一次又一次。。。最后一次，他要我体谅他，还要我等他。。。
一开始，我真的还有点天真。。。在他面前假装装酷，可还是把心里的一个位置留给他，至到有一天，我发现他一早就有了新女友，而且他们在我和他还在一起时已经开始了！
痛了一次又一次，真的让我对男人没有信心了！
这些年来，我的自身遭遇让我对爱情失去了信心。。。
可碧慧不一样。。。我一直都很羡慕她有个这么爱她的男友。。。他们一直都很甜蜜啊！
我一直都很希望他们会有结果，让我相信真爱是存在的。。。
同时，我每次失恋时，都是碧慧一直在旁支持我。。。怕我一个人会胡丝乱想时，她要约会也会带同我出去。。。
那份感激我这辈子都不会忘记！
所以，碧慧啊。。。我知道感情事不是外人可以理解和推测的。。。我或许没有办法帮你找回你的爱情，可是，如果你需要倾诉，我可以做你的听众。。。
你们的爱情需要双方互相珍惜和努力。。。我会祝福你们的。。。
同时，想告诉你。。。我们是朋友，好朋友。。。
当我是朋友的话，有什么事情，尽管找我吧！就好像我以前我一直麻烦你一样~
希望未来的每一天都会是每一个人更好的一天~
**I Wish, in every future days to come,will be a better day for everyone!! *praying*
外婆生病了，下星期要动心藏手术。。。
外公的情况还需要特别加护。。。
几天前，我竟然梦见碧慧向我哭诉她的感情事。。。甚至害我差点迟到去上课。。。没想到当我告诉她那个有关她的梦境时，她却向我证实她的感情出现裂痕。。。
碧慧是我从小学就认识的好朋友。。。
我们很要好。。。刚上大学时，我们都说好说谁要是先谈恋爱了，要带男朋友出来给对方介绍。。。
没多久，她跟我说她有男朋友了。。。我也替她感到兴奋。。。
后来，我也谈恋爱了但没多久就失恋了。。。
还记得，第一次失恋，我陷入人生最低落期。。。每一天失眠，天天都打电话给碧慧哭诉好几个小时。。。她一直都很好地聆听我的哭诉，还一直替我抱不平，说要帮我臭骂那个伤我心的男人。。。
我告诉过自己不会再轻易相信男人。。。
一年多后，我却又恋爱了可没多久竟然被我发现他其实还对前女友念念不忘！
我怎么可以接受他的心还留住别的女人的身影？？！
结果，我们分手了一次又一次。。。最后一次，他要我体谅他，还要我等他。。。
一开始，我真的还有点天真。。。在他面前假装装酷，可还是把心里的一个位置留给他，至到有一天，我发现他一早就有了新女友，而且他们在我和他还在一起时已经开始了！
痛了一次又一次，真的让我对男人没有信心了！
这些年来，我的自身遭遇让我对爱情失去了信心。。。
可碧慧不一样。。。我一直都很羡慕她有个这么爱她的男友。。。他们一直都很甜蜜啊！
我一直都很希望他们会有结果，让我相信真爱是存在的。。。
同时，我每次失恋时，都是碧慧一直在旁支持我。。。怕我一个人会胡丝乱想时，她要约会也会带同我出去。。。
那份感激我这辈子都不会忘记！
所以，碧慧啊。。。我知道感情事不是外人可以理解和推测的。。。我或许没有办法帮你找回你的爱情，可是，如果你需要倾诉，我可以做你的听众。。。
你们的爱情需要双方互相珍惜和努力。。。我会祝福你们的。。。
同时，想告诉你。。。我们是朋友，好朋友。。。
当我是朋友的话，有什么事情，尽管找我吧！就好像我以前我一直麻烦你一样~
希望未来的每一天都会是每一个人更好的一天~
**I Wish, in every future days to come,will be a better day for everyone!! *praying*
Thursday, October 16, 2008
爷爷
爷爷泡的茶，有一种味道叫做家
陆羽泡的茶，听说名和利都不拿
爷爷泡的茶，有一种味道叫做家
陆羽泡的茶，像幅泼墨的山水画
山泉，在地表蜿蜒，从很久很久以前
我有一张稚气的脸，泉水渗透进矿層巖
爷爷栽种的樟木树苗上面
犹记得那年，在一个雨天
那七岁的我躲在屋檐，却一直想去荡秋千
爷爷抽着烟，说唐朝陆羽写茶经三卷
流传了千年
记得那天，我翻阅字典
查什么字眼，形容一件事很遥远
天边，是否在海角对面
直到九岁才知道浪费时间
这茶桌樟木的横切面，年轮有二十三圈
镜头的另一边，跳接我成熟的脸
经过这些年，爷爷的手茧
泡在水里会有茶色蔓延
爷爷泡的茶，有一种味道叫做家
没法挑剔他口感味觉还不差
陆羽泡的茶，听说名和利都不拿
他牵着一匹瘦马走天涯
爷爷泡的茶，有一种味道叫做家
他满头白发，喝茶时不准说话
陆羽泡的茶，像幅泼墨的山水画
唐朝千年的风沙现在还在刮
周董-《爷爷泡的茶》
我的爷爷泡的茶，也有一种味道叫做家。。。
小时候的日记里有记载下 ：
今天，第一次骑爷爷驾的摩哆，好棒，好刺激噢！
今天，不够车用了，大家都在忙，爷爷只好用罗哩载我回家。。。（我的爷爷是在行家私的）
今天，爷爷带我一起去看大戏，还给了我一块钱买冰淇淋。。。（小时候，爷爷给的RM1已经足够换我一辈子回忆童年的快乐）
今天考试拿满分，爷爷有给我奖励耶~
照相簿里都有贴放着一张张爷爷把我抱在手心里的照片。。。
那些这些都是爷爷疼爱我的证据！
我一天一天地长大；爷爷却一天一天地老去，头发宾白。。。
爷爷老了。。。。。近年前，还患上老人痴呆症。。
那天，爷爷跌倒住院，我回去看他。。。
发现爷爷真的老了。。。
我叫他“爷爷”。。。没多久，他转头问阿姨：“欣怡呢？欣怡没有来吗？”
那时，只感觉很惆怅。。。
爷爷老了。。。他有时甚至认不清我了。。。
我不是医生，没有办法让爷爷快点好起来；只能够在旁给他默默地加油。。。
就好像以前，爷爷为我加油，要我用功读书一样。。。
爷爷，加油！赶快好起来！！让我再泡杯好茶给你喝吧！
Friday, October 3, 2008
my October's jollity
Green Day sang a song named- [Wake me up when September ends]
Since September had end,i've had rest my memory and i wanna ring the bell, waiting for the spring to begins... ... ..
In this early of October,i did have lots of fun hanging out with jimuiss everyday...and Yeah,i love October!
At 1st of October,i've been for lunch with Phoebe and bf and H.Peng to Italianes in The Gardens...Actually,just few days ago that i found myself have no appetitte to consume any food at all...i even didn't eat anything whole day...BUT,food in Italianes really make my mouth-watered...Besides, we even got a free set for our next visit!Hooray!!! about the issue,hmm// dunno why this is the 2cd time i went to Italianes with free food from the manager...lol ;p So,if u want free food from Italianes,bring me along and try your luck lor...ahha =p
Here's the dessert-for-our-day ....Ta Da Da Dang >>>>>>>>>>
Capuccino Pie
Since September had end,i've had rest my memory and i wanna ring the bell, waiting for the spring to begins... ... ..
In this early of October,i did have lots of fun hanging out with jimuiss everyday...and Yeah,i love October!
At 1st of October,i've been for lunch with Phoebe and bf and H.Peng to Italianes in The Gardens...Actually,just few days ago that i found myself have no appetitte to consume any food at all...i even didn't eat anything whole day...BUT,food in Italianes really make my mouth-watered...Besides, we even got a free set for our next visit!Hooray!!! about the issue,hmm// dunno why this is the 2cd time i went to Italianes with free food from the manager...lol ;p So,if u want free food from Italianes,bring me along and try your luck lor...ahha =p
Here's the dessert-for-our-day ....Ta Da Da Dang >>>>>>>>>>
Capuccino Pie
with rich melting chocolate...it's soft ice-cream like and it meltsss! Ta-sty...Tasty Sweet!!
Then at night,i went to Jaya One,wait for Jiayi to finish work then we off to Halo Cafe for some drinks,musiC and of course leng zaisss!ahha =p
i get myself a ginger beer...
but disappointly,it smells like toilet! but anyway,we did enjoy!!
At the 2cd of October,we have our girls day out to Pavillion...We headed to the cinema at first and Phoebe and H.Peng said wanna try out something different...and they suggested that we watch [Senario]
At night,i said i wanna have steak...i wanna treat myself better after the 'S-t-u-xxx' movie!wth and then,we bumped into a restaurant named RainForest Sports Bar.Since the waitress said it's ladies night and we can get free drinks, and since our clubbing plan cancelled,we get in there for dinner...the food is not bad,but the free drinks....hmm// i dun like it laa...The Long Island tea taste weird with gin tonic...The Magarita ok ok lor,but it's just sour sour sour~ anyway, the lady singer is singing pretty well...her voice is SEXY! and i found that the drinks from the menu are weirdly named...The Shooters names are like [ragging bulls,blowjob in the forest,sex on da beach] Interesting,rite?? lol ;p By the way,just get to know that H.Peng drank last night...ahha =p her face is chubbly red when she finished her Long Island Tea...anyway,H.Peng,you are cute with the red blush on your cheeks! so cute neh *_<
Been suffering from the moisquito bites at the night that cause me cannot sleep well,so i woke up early today...Took bus to Jaya One again,looking for a good breakfast...I went to Tappers for an english breakfast...I get myself seated in a corner,ate my english breakfast,listened to the oldies that played in the air and Yeah,i done my reading for [Who Moved My Cheese]
My Eglish Breakfast: half-boiled eggs,thin slice of beef bacon,mushrooms,sausage,red beans...it tastes "so so desu" but i felt satisfied enough.... ^^
Then,ex-roomie asked me out in the noon but ended up that she put me aeroplane...Nevermind,it won't spoilt my mood either....I get back to my hostel, put on hair mask and facial mask while blogging here and today is still a beautiful day for me...^^
[Who Moved My Cheese] told me great stories that is realistic and applicable to apply in our life. and now,i am going to moved with the cheese!!Who's know that there might be HUGE Camembert Hills awaiting me out there??! lol ;p
with that,thanks for reading my this long-winded diaries-like entry...have a nice day,everyone! =)
Sunday, September 28, 2008
The dancing of the RaiN / Pitter-patter of the RaiN
Okie...i know that the raining seasons is going to end soon and i'm a bit out-to-date...Anyway,as i promised...here you go....the entry of The Dance Of Rain~lol ;p
It's actually that during my exam period,it used to rain heavily almost everyday...Felt so boring while doing revision,so i captured down the tapping of the rain....and you know what?I just found out that rain do dance...and it's awesome!!okay,i know that i sound insane...believe it or not,just watch this! >>>>>>>>>
It's actually that during my exam period,it used to rain heavily almost everyday...Felt so boring while doing revision,so i captured down the tapping of the rain....and you know what?I just found out that rain do dance...and it's awesome!!okay,i know that i sound insane...believe it or not,just watch this! >>>>>>>>>
Well,maybe those pics make no difference to see so called 'the dance of rain'...trust me,save those pics and played it constantly,you should have see it!
the part 2 >>>
Trust me,it's awesome!!!they are tapping like tap dancing...(踢踏舞)...
So,i guess that's why they said it 'pitter-patter of the rain'...As pitter-patter means the sound of quick light taps...
I used to stopped and gazed out the window,looking at the rain or the sky...It simply makes me feel at ease...
I love rainy days...
it can makes me emo and it can makes me at ease...
However,it can be so annoying if i have to dress fancy,wearing heels and still i need to take bus to go out somewhere else and it RAINSsssss!really pissed me off la wei...
Wait....but if i am under an umbrella with the loved-one's,or perhaps make it more romantic by kissing in the rain...ahha =p then,the rainy day can definitely be very very memorable....*romantic maa* lol ;p
and a chinese song to intro in my playlist here...南拳妈妈-下雨天....very nice song and i love it when rainy days...lol ;p
Saturday, July 26, 2008
Sara
I am officially 21!
I don't know what kind of adulthood life that I am going to live through...It's yet to be explore ...
and this song linger in my mind very often lately...
[ Sara ]
When I was just a little girl,
I asked my mother,what will I be?
Will I be pretty?Will I be rich?
That's what she said to me:
"Hey Sara,Sara...Whatever will be...will be...
The future not our's to see...Hey Sara,Sara...What will be...Will be..."
The journey is yet to begins... and
I am searching for the light to shine along the way...
Wish me luck ^^
I don't know what kind of adulthood life that I am going to live through...It's yet to be explore ...
and this song linger in my mind very often lately...
When I was just a little girl,
I asked my mother,what will I be?
Will I be pretty?Will I be rich?
That's what she said to me:
"Hey Sara,Sara...Whatever will be...will be...
The future not our's to see...Hey Sara,Sara...What will be...Will be..."
The journey is yet to begins... and
I am searching for the light to shine along the way...
Wish me luck ^^
Monday, July 21, 2008
恋空3-我和天空谈恋爱
我一直都在和天空谈恋爱。。。
以下是我部份影摄的恋空照。。。
张张的恋空照演绎出不同时段的我，带着不同的心情。。。
以下是我部份影摄的恋空照。。。
张张的恋空照演绎出不同时段的我，带着不同的心情。。。
[巴士沿途中，青青的稻草。。。我知道离家不远了。。。]
[槟岛-在婆婆家附近,看着天和海连成一条线。。。婆婆，你都还好吗？]
[ferry上，那时风刮得很大。。。等待着靠岸-一个安全的，温暖的避风港]
[外婆店外的天空-外婆，我突然很想你。。。你做的饭，烧的菜，包的汤是天下最最最美味的。]
[和Nellie在kepong跑步时照的-太阳快下山咯！]
[ MC 晓吉力以前的房外- 有时候，我们会倚靠在那，看天空，数车龙，还有一起说梦。。。]
[赶assignment整夜不睡觉-天刚要破晓。。。月亮再见咯~太阳快升起吧！又是全新的一天了！]
[曾经在Melati家的天台外，月光的作祟下，展发出一段两个人的故事。。。]
[但是很快的，同一年，我宣告失恋了。。。在hometown,从二楼窗外望出去，泪还在滴。。。可晚霞还是那么的美。。。我说过我会好好过。。。]
[Sibu,Rejang江那儿的天空。。。天空底下的我，正想对你诉说suki desu。。。]
[孙燕姿-风筝。看着风筝穿越云端，飞得很高。。我知道天空多美妙。。。我在微笑，把梦想找到。。]
嘻嘻~~有一些不是很清。。。没法啦。。。只不过是本人用k750i 2.0 mega pixel 手机拍的。。。
所以，我真的很想拥有一部专业的相机，学摄影。。。最近流行的 lomography 相机也很不错。。。可以玩视觉效果。。。
存着钱。。。我要将它变成囊中物!
天空在等着我吗？
Friday, June 13, 2008
the black friday
黑色星期五- BLaCk FridaY
Today is really really not my day...Since i woke up,luck had gone its way...
From taxi incidentsss ( i was being cheated and fooled by taxi driver 3 times a day ler and each time is different races of driver-malay-indian-chinese ) SIAO~~ == Each time also make me need to pay eXtra ler....really felt like wasting and damn frus larh~
went for movie also need to pay eXtra...Sigh~
really spoilt my mood larh...din even have mood to shop also dy...
By the way,watch KungFu Panda with Ah Ai at MV juznow...
It's quite a comedy that can slightly support me some pills of laughing...
and later on,attend Mr Liew's tutorial...His tutorial is always short but i love his quotes...he always have good quotes and teach good lessons of life...and he awake me with some of the quotations...
Class end earlier and i had fun with Ah Ai to take over the whole classroom...lol
We had some 'chi xin' photo shooting sessions...and the outcomes of those pics are really really lame and funny....but frankly,it works to lighten up my day!
Mr Liew's quote of the day : "Never look back!Never!Whatever over is over!"
KungFu Panda's quotations : "There's no secret ingredients.There's nothing.It's just YOU!
You just have to BELIEVE! You must BELIEVE. as long as YOU
BELIEVE!!!"
YOU can make yourself special.If you believe you do!
Attach are some of the 'chi xin' pics...Enjoy...Have a laugh =)
[The Guru]
[she finally qualify me as The Master....hohoho xp]
[Prof Ai presenting Shadow's of the Dragon Warrior]
["Abu neh?"].JPG)
[You drive me crazzzzzzzzzzzzy!Argh!!]
[Ah Ai said our pose like the poster of the movie "Secret"]
*Lastly,gonna thanks to Ah Ai for cheering me up and so kind of her to edit those pics for me....
I still prefer to call you Ah Ai laa...Ching Ai de.... XD
Thursday, June 5, 2008
Thank you,angels of mine =)
Thank you,my dear angels!
Thank you for being there to raise me up and be there for me when i'm in need...
I was sick few days ago...
At first,i thought that 1 litre of 100Plus should be enough to cure and reduce the heat...Manatau,it's getting worse the next day...
I was in semi-conscious while on the way walking back to the apartment from lrt station...
And,i faint!i mean,almost laa...My vision starts to get blurr and i fell down...
Felt so helpless at that moment....but i tried to tell myself to stand up and move on,at least,safe to get back home!
Shameful to say,i cried when rang the phone to JC while he's working...
After examined by dr,said dr...I'm really critical...My body temperature is 40 degree and i vomit blood and yet i go to uni....he asked am i crazy?!
JC warned me not to go to uni the next day and i just lying on the bed like dead body for about 16 hours...
Anyway,
Thanks,Jia Yi...for answering my calls,console me...calm me down...
Thanks JC for bring me to see doctor and take good care of me...
Thanks Kallen for being so so caring to change wet towel for me to reduce my heat during night time....
Thanks 'Whisky' for being a good pharmist..lol...ex-pharmacy student..okay,thanks for ur advise...
Thanks Phoebe for being concern about me.Although u can't come from that far,but i know that you are sincerely care for me...
Thanks Iris,for being so sweet to cheer me up when i was alone loitering around at KLCC due to heavy rain out there...ur sms is sweet enough and it popped up at the very right time to cheer me up...
Thanks Jiez for lending me your helping hand and be my 'kuli' for 1 night to help me move my things back...hehe
Thanks Ah Ai for introducing yourself to me and hope my life in Help won't be boring with your appearance there...
Thanks Jian Xin for your attemp in helping me to look around for room...
Thanks 5th aunty for being concern about my condition here...
Thanks Josie and Sheany for being such a good friends of mine...
Thanks Xiao Zhen for being concern...
Thanks Phan for your offer and being helpful...
Thanks Andrew for your silly joke...hehe
Million million thanks to all of you.....
There're once that i felt so hopeless in life and been drowning....
Luckily,angels light up my way...
YOU are my ANGELS!
Love you guys ^^
Thank you for being there to raise me up and be there for me when i'm in need...
I was sick few days ago...
At first,i thought that 1 litre of 100Plus should be enough to cure and reduce the heat...Manatau,it's getting worse the next day...
I was in semi-conscious while on the way walking back to the apartment from lrt station...
And,i faint!i mean,almost laa...My vision starts to get blurr and i fell down...
Felt so helpless at that moment....but i tried to tell myself to stand up and move on,at least,safe to get back home!
Shameful to say,i cried when rang the phone to JC while he's working...
After examined by dr,said dr...I'm really critical...My body temperature is 40 degree and i vomit blood and yet i go to uni....he asked am i crazy?!
JC warned me not to go to uni the next day and i just lying on the bed like dead body for about 16 hours...
Anyway,
Thanks,Jia Yi...for answering my calls,console me...calm me down...
Thanks JC for bring me to see doctor and take good care of me...
Thanks Kallen for being so so caring to change wet towel for me to reduce my heat during night time....
Thanks 'Whisky' for being a good pharmist..lol...ex-pharmacy student..okay,thanks for ur advise...
Thanks Phoebe for being concern about me.Although u can't come from that far,but i know that you are sincerely care for me...
Thanks Iris,for being so sweet to cheer me up when i was alone loitering around at KLCC due to heavy rain out there...ur sms is sweet enough and it popped up at the very right time to cheer me up...
Thanks Jiez for lending me your helping hand and be my 'kuli' for 1 night to help me move my things back...hehe
Thanks Ah Ai for introducing yourself to me and hope my life in Help won't be boring with your appearance there...
Thanks Jian Xin for your attemp in helping me to look around for room...
Thanks 5th aunty for being concern about my condition here...
Thanks Josie and Sheany for being such a good friends of mine...
Thanks Xiao Zhen for being concern...
Thanks Phan for your offer and being helpful...
Thanks Andrew for your silly joke...hehe
Million million thanks to all of you.....
There're once that i felt so hopeless in life and been drowning....
Luckily,angels light up my way...
YOU are my ANGELS!
Love you guys ^^
Sunday, June 1, 2008
Vienna
I think i am sick dy...fever,sore throat and vomit this morning...
Anyway,it is 1st of June...should be a good month...
Found myself a good song...
Billy Joel- [Vienna]
[Slow down you're doing fine
You can't be everything you want to be before your time
althought it's so romantic on the borderline tonight
Too bad but it's the life you lead
You're so ahead of yourself that you forgot what you need
Though you can see when you're wrong
You know you can't always see when you're right
You got your passion,you got your pride
But don't you know that only fools are satisfied
Dream on but don't imagine they'll all come true
When will you realize
Vienna waits for you ]
[维也纳会永远等着你]
我想维也纳可能代表每个人心中的一个理想。
只要你有心，只要你还在努力，你的理想就会永远等着你。
[Vienna waits for me]
Anyway,it is 1st of June...should be a good month...
Found myself a good song...
Billy Joel- [Vienna]
[Slow down you're doing fine
You can't be everything you want to be before your time
althought it's so romantic on the borderline tonight
Too bad but it's the life you lead
You're so ahead of yourself that you forgot what you need
Though you can see when you're wrong
You know you can't always see when you're right
You got your passion,you got your pride
But don't you know that only fools are satisfied
Dream on but don't imagine they'll all come true
When will you realize
Vienna waits for you ]
[维也纳会永远等着你]
我想维也纳可能代表每个人心中的一个理想。
只要你有心，只要你还在努力，你的理想就会永远等着你。
[Vienna waits for me]
Saturday, May 31, 2008
news...but bad news
Somebody is stepping my luck!!!
It's sucks!
It's sh!t !!!
Received lots of bad news...and bad things keep on happening on me...
I tried hard to be optimistic but each day i wake up,the condition is getting worst!
It's been 3 months i didn't have period!
Pregnancy thingy is not the thing that i need to worry about coz i'm not involve in any sex relationship BUT my skin is getting worst due to this problem...Dr's medic cannot work,productssss cannot work,hormone cannot work..
Oh Gosh!I'm so so abnormal...
Why har??suddenly seems like things change to become worst le?
Somemore,i cannot rent the room that i wish dy coz it's being rent out to other people dy...
So,means that after 10June,i got no place to stay...
Staying with my cousin at Cheras now is already a BIG problem for me to go to uni everyday and i felt guilty to disturb him for that long too...
i need a place to settle down..tired of shifting here and there...
and besides,i really miss those good old days where i used to have when i was in UTAR with that bunch of piggie doggie friends...
miss those moments that i used to have...
don't think that i will have that kind of life in Help...
Woke up this morning,with lots of problems need to be solve and other stupid stuff spinning in my head,suddenly...feel like giving up in life!
I don't wish to continue my life like this...like now...it's completely unacceptable...and it's really SUCKS!
feel like commit suicide...just cross the road and let the car bang on me then done!
i'm done and gone!
I'm not happy...
I never happy ever since i came back to here...
Don't know how to make myself happy...
My cheer leader is not here...
Everyone is busy with their life,so as a half adult,i know that i should handle all this stuff my own and overcome it...
perhaps,give me sometime...
As Jen said: This is just a beginning...Everything happen for a reason and i happen to be in this world with this sucks situation now is also must be some reason behind...
So,i still need to keep it up and learn to be tough...take it as a trainning programme lor...
Someday,Sometime,Somewhere...i will know..
and it should be a very good reason to explain my WH questions...
better be something that worth my waiting!
No news is good news = )
It's sucks!
It's sh!t !!!
Received lots of bad news...and bad things keep on happening on me...
I tried hard to be optimistic but each day i wake up,the condition is getting worst!
It's been 3 months i didn't have period!
Pregnancy thingy is not the thing that i need to worry about coz i'm not involve in any sex relationship BUT my skin is getting worst due to this problem...Dr's medic cannot work,productssss cannot work,hormone cannot work..
Oh Gosh!I'm so so abnormal...
Why har??suddenly seems like things change to become worst le?
Somemore,i cannot rent the room that i wish dy coz it's being rent out to other people dy...
So,means that after 10June,i got no place to stay...
Staying with my cousin at Cheras now is already a BIG problem for me to go to uni everyday and i felt guilty to disturb him for that long too...
i need a place to settle down..tired of shifting here and there...
and besides,i really miss those good old days where i used to have when i was in UTAR with that bunch of piggie doggie friends...
miss those moments that i used to have...
don't think that i will have that kind of life in Help...
Woke up this morning,with lots of problems need to be solve and other stupid stuff spinning in my head,suddenly...feel like giving up in life!
I don't wish to continue my life like this...like now...it's completely unacceptable...and it's really SUCKS!
feel like commit suicide...just cross the road and let the car bang on me then done!
i'm done and gone!
I'm not happy...
I never happy ever since i came back to here...
Don't know how to make myself happy...
My cheer leader is not here...
Everyone is busy with their life,so as a half adult,i know that i should handle all this stuff my own and overcome it...
perhaps,give me sometime...
As Jen said: This is just a beginning...Everything happen for a reason and i happen to be in this world with this sucks situation now is also must be some reason behind...
So,i still need to keep it up and learn to be tough...take it as a trainning programme lor...
Someday,Sometime,Somewhere...i will know..
and it should be a very good reason to explain my WH questions...
better be something that worth my waiting!
No news is good news = )
Friday, May 16, 2008
recent updates
又过了一个周末了。。。唉~我还在懊脑着该去哪，怎样才会做到最好。。。很烦哩！
但想想，比起那些可怜的四川灾民还在为了生存而挣扎，自觉自己幸运也幸福许多。。。
我确实应该感到庆幸。。。那一些小小考验算什么？！没什么，熬一熬，咬紧牙关，跟自己说，都会过去的！
我家这一区的电话线被贼偷了。。。不能上网。。。害我瞎无聊的。。。
原想翻阅九把刀的《月老》的，却被妈给叫去干活了。。。
妈叫我去煮绿豆糖水要拿去慈济仪卖，积点功德。。。
换作是以前的我，或许我还想懒散，堵多推塘。。。但今天我没有。。。
近来，想了很多。。。很多人都跟我说我妈很疼我，甚至友人羡慕我妈可以对我做到有求必应。。。
哈~没有那么夸张啦！“有求必应”？？？那不就比拜神还灵？？
但是，说实在的，妈真的很疼我。。。我是知道的。。。
她为我付出了那么多，我不该再对她小小要求而埋怨。。。况且，她只不过是真心地为我好。。。
所以呢，可以做到的，我都会尽责。。。
假期以来，每天都会陪妈去做晨跑。。。今天周末，那就帮她洗地板吧！
洗了（42 x 90）方尺的地板，一个字，爽！洗地板期间，亦忆起了童年时和心怡一起洗澡时用肥皂泡来滑她家洗澡间的地板。。。回想起来，小时候的我们真的很好笑。。。哈~ （Y雨，你该不会怪我写在这里吧？！）
体会到妈妈的伟大。怀胎九个月不好过，扶养孩子成人更不容易。。。
所以,虽然母亲节过了，还是很想说：
妈，母亲节快乐！
愿天下所有的母亲都可以健康快乐！
但想想，比起那些可怜的四川灾民还在为了生存而挣扎，自觉自己幸运也幸福许多。。。
我确实应该感到庆幸。。。那一些小小考验算什么？！没什么，熬一熬，咬紧牙关，跟自己说，都会过去的！
我家这一区的电话线被贼偷了。。。不能上网。。。害我瞎无聊的。。。
原想翻阅九把刀的《月老》的，却被妈给叫去干活了。。。
妈叫我去煮绿豆糖水要拿去慈济仪卖，积点功德。。。
换作是以前的我，或许我还想懒散，堵多推塘。。。但今天我没有。。。
近来，想了很多。。。很多人都跟我说我妈很疼我，甚至友人羡慕我妈可以对我做到有求必应。。。
哈~没有那么夸张啦！“有求必应”？？？那不就比拜神还灵？？
但是，说实在的，妈真的很疼我。。。我是知道的。。。
她为我付出了那么多，我不该再对她小小要求而埋怨。。。况且，她只不过是真心地为我好。。。
所以呢，可以做到的，我都会尽责。。。
假期以来，每天都会陪妈去做晨跑。。。今天周末，那就帮她洗地板吧！
洗了（42 x 90）方尺的地板，一个字，爽！洗地板期间，亦忆起了童年时和心怡一起洗澡时用肥皂泡来滑她家洗澡间的地板。。。回想起来，小时候的我们真的很好笑。。。哈~ （Y雨，你该不会怪我写在这里吧？！）
体会到妈妈的伟大。怀胎九个月不好过，扶养孩子成人更不容易。。。
所以,虽然母亲节过了，还是很想说：
妈，母亲节快乐！
愿天下所有的母亲都可以健康快乐！
Wednesday, April 9, 2008
裕希
有好消息！有好消息！妈刚告诉我Tsuchida一家人下个星期将回来待几天。。。
Yeah!兴奋~我很兴奋~ la la la ~~~
我会见到Yuki吗？
那个把我的名字写在沙滩上，跟我鸡手鸭脚比划着的裕希。。。
好久不见，他会不会跟以前一样地Cool？
裕希啄着口香糖，赛摩多和赛车的样子最酷了！
我们都长大了。这一次我们还会用“石头`剪刀`布”来打赌吗？
很期待我们的再次会面。。。; )
如果有去海滩，我们再一起找螃蟹洞，捉螃蟹，好不？
Yeah!兴奋~我很兴奋~ la la la ~~~
我会见到Yuki吗？
那个把我的名字写在沙滩上，跟我鸡手鸭脚比划着的裕希。。。
好久不见，他会不会跟以前一样地Cool？
裕希啄着口香糖，赛摩多和赛车的样子最酷了！
我们都长大了。这一次我们还会用“石头`剪刀`布”来打赌吗？
很期待我们的再次会面。。。; )
如果有去海滩，我们再一起找螃蟹洞，捉螃蟹，好不？
Thursday, January 10, 2008
Value of having~
Another cold shivering night to go through for me tonight.
Actually,i was asleep justnow but awake at a sudden and and and...this lead me to write this blog lorh...hahaha =p
Accidentally met Jacinth at Forever 21 last week.It's been a long time never really have a quality chat with her face to face.Kinda miss those moments share with her during childhood times.We used to do lots of things together and some people claimed that we are like chopstick that always attached together and cannot be separated.hehe =p We go to school together,we rushing for tuisyen together,we bath together,we sleep together,we dream together...instead,there's too many to list as we really did lots of things together! = )
Still remember that her mum used to claimed that both of us sharing so many things together,hopefully we won't fall in love with the same guy in the future,or else it will affect our friendship.Aiyoh~won't laa...my taste & her taste is totally different la...somemore, now she already has a stable relationship with a guy dy...hehe =p
Jacinth,just to let you know that our friendship will last,no worries.We gonna share stories again even when we grow old...stories about our other half,children & even cucu cicit...haha =p
Been hanging out quite frequent with Phoebe and Sheany lately too.
Phoebe,also my best friend since primary school...Really appreciate and treasure what she did for me,especially this recent 2 years.Phoebe,thanks for your helping hand whenever i'm in need...Really appreciate it heartedly...
*One more things to share...we ( Phoebe & me ) actually braced teeth together when we are 18...hehe=p
Sheany,another best friend of mine since secondary school.
Sheany,thanks for those sharing and caring session that we go through...and the song that you sang to me today,i appreciate your effort in comforting me...thanks = )
Devil Peng,pity you laa...have to go for internship...or else,we gonna spend lots of happy hours together dy...hehe =p don't envy us...complete your internship then after that we gonna hang out together again...and thanks for your words of concern all the time...
Iris,though we are separated miles away but you have been keep me warmth with your concern all the time...and for all the 'incident' that we go through,our secret behind the 'pondok'...and that shape a stable friendship of us today... = )
so glad that i own such precious friendships of friends of lifetime.
When i came to UTAR,i'm worried...i wonder whether i will have a bunch of good friends to accompany me to go through the days in UTAR or not.However,luckily...I found them...Jiez,Jiayi,Amanda,Evelyn and JX.They guys are AWESOME!We do lots of incredible stuff in uni.Without them,my uni life must be very boring...We share true friendship...
laughter and tears,we have gone through all these together,even in this short period of time...i'm happy to have you all as friends...
Besides,i'd get to know that there're also a lot of friends who care about me...i'm appreciated & i'm touched...
I'm not Joey All Mighty who always go around to make friends.My friends might be few but they are all friends that i share true friendship with. = )
* the night is cold...the night is dark...however,thinking of friends,it makes me feel a little warmer...
i wish to give you warmth to accompany you to go through this long long night too...
at least,i know that i am meant to you...
if you are facing hard times,don't hesitate to share with me...even heroes have the right to bleed...
if you ever find yourself,lost and all alone...get back on your feet and think of me...i'm here.
see the world through your eyes,see me through your heart.Open your heart to see mine.
Be Appreciative
Actually,i was asleep justnow but awake at a sudden and and and...this lead me to write this blog lorh...hahaha =p
Accidentally met Jacinth at Forever 21 last week.It's been a long time never really have a quality chat with her face to face.Kinda miss those moments share with her during childhood times.We used to do lots of things together and some people claimed that we are like chopstick that always attached together and cannot be separated.hehe =p We go to school together,we rushing for tuisyen together,we bath together,we sleep together,we dream together...instead,there's too many to list as we really did lots of things together! = )
Still remember that her mum used to claimed that both of us sharing so many things together,hopefully we won't fall in love with the same guy in the future,or else it will affect our friendship.Aiyoh~won't laa...my taste & her taste is totally different la...somemore, now she already has a stable relationship with a guy dy...hehe =p
Jacinth,just to let you know that our friendship will last,no worries.We gonna share stories again even when we grow old...stories about our other half,children & even cucu cicit...haha =pBeen hanging out quite frequent with Phoebe and Sheany lately too.
Phoebe,also my best friend since primary school...Really appreciate and treasure what she did for me,especially this recent 2 years.Phoebe,thanks for your helping hand whenever i'm in need...Really appreciate it heartedly...
*One more things to share...we ( Phoebe & me ) actually braced teeth together when we are 18...hehe=pSheany,another best friend of mine since secondary school.
Sheany,thanks for those sharing and caring session that we go through...and the song that you sang to me today,i appreciate your effort in comforting me...thanks = )Devil Peng,pity you laa...have to go for internship...or else,we gonna spend lots of happy hours together dy...hehe =p don't envy us...complete your internship then after that we gonna hang out together again...and thanks for your words of concern all the time... Iris,though we are separated miles away but you have been keep me warmth with your concern all the time...and for all the 'incident' that we go through,our secret behind the 'pondok'...and that shape a stable friendship of us today... = )so glad that i own such precious friendships of friends of lifetime.
When i came to UTAR,i'm worried...i wonder whether i will have a bunch of good friends to accompany me to go through the days in UTAR or not.However,luckily...I found them...Jiez,Jiayi,Amanda,Evelyn and JX.They guys are AWESOME!We do lots of incredible stuff in uni.Without them,my uni life must be very boring...We share true friendship...
laughter and tears,we have gone through all these together,even in this short period of time...i'm happy to have you all as friends...Besides,i'd get to know that there're also a lot of friends who care about me...i'm appreciated & i'm touched...
I'm not Joey All Mighty who always go around to make friends.My friends might be few but they are all friends that i share true friendship with. = )
* the night is cold...the night is dark...however,thinking of friends,it makes me feel a little warmer...
i wish to give you warmth to accompany you to go through this long long night too...
at least,i know that i am meant to you...
if you are facing hard times,don't hesitate to share with me...even heroes have the right to bleed...
if you ever find yourself,lost and all alone...get back on your feet and think of me...i'm here.
see the world through your eyes,see me through your heart.Open your heart to see mine.Be Appreciative
Tuesday, January 1, 2008
烟花
在烟花降落的那一刻，我终于明白了。。。
如果我一直在原地等待，你会否回头找我？我一直等，一直等。。。
2007，永远的2007，感觉跟从前想象的有点差距。。。
烟花，在2008绽放的那一刻，我告别了2007。。也为我们的故事画下句点。。。
烟花，很灿烂。。却也很短暂。。。
我一直都很想去拥抱永恒。。。 。。。
新的一年，人生旅程的另一个起点。。。
我要坚强的走下去，去迎接那一些美好的未知数。。。
祝我心想事成吧！
Nothing last forever.
Nothing ends nicely, that’s why it ends…
如果我一直在原地等待，你会否回头找我？我一直等，一直等。。。
如果人生到了尽头，换你一句话，很足够。。。
但纯粹一直像白痴一样地空等待，而你却一直都没有出现。。。我，已经累了。。再也无法找出任何借口去掩饰你的谎言。。。只有一个理由，很显然地，你不爱我。。。
但纯粹一直像白痴一样地空等待，而你却一直都没有出现。。。我，已经累了。。再也无法找出任何借口去掩饰你的谎言。。。只有一个理由，很显然地，你不爱我。。。
你，如果真的爱我，你不会这样不顾我感受地对待我。。。
该懂的，其实我早就懂。。。我一味地装傻，并不表示你可以任意的伤害我。。。
不会强求，不会再挽留，只因为我要给你最后的温柔。。我会对你说，我给你自由。。。
这一次，请你也让我走吧！不要和我说“再见”，也再也不想见！
2007，永远的2007，感觉跟从前想象的有点差距。。。
烟花，在2008绽放的那一刻，我告别了2007。。也为我们的故事画下句点。。。
烟花，很灿烂。。却也很短暂。。。可不可以给我永恒的片刻？
我一直都很想去拥抱永恒。。。 。。。
每当我觉得很靠近了，却一次又一次地让我摔跤。。。感觉很受挫。。
我已经不再相信了。。。
没有信心，也不敢奢望。。。
旦愿这一次，我真的懂得学乖吧？！
我不可以再像以前那样的懦弱。。。
新的一年，人生旅程的另一个起点。。。
我要坚强的走下去，去迎接那一些美好的未知数。。。
祝我心想事成吧！
Nothing last forever.
Nothing ends nicely, that’s why it ends…
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