Saturday, November 22, 2008

moving on with the days

Exam is approaching,yet there're tonnes of workloads awaiting me to complete...
i got no time to shed a tear right this moment anymore...
i have to move on!

Had a discussion with a group member at The Border's Starbucks at The Garden justnow...It takes time to modify others works so,we decide to re-do everything...It will be much easier for us...This might be kind of bit autocratic and sound irrespect to others but we are lack o f time to ask them to re-do and guide them how to do...it's so much tiring...


Since, we are at Starbucks,i get myself a new drink intro for X'mas season...

Instead of my all-time-fav-Java Chips, i get myself Toffee Nut Frapuccino...i love it! = ) and guess you should have love it too!get yourself one ba if you go Starbucks ;p


Besides, i get myself a mini book at Borders...
It brings lights to my dull hectic day!

The formula of happinessS


Before that,i had an early lunch with Jiayi at Zenmai...
It's our favourite sushi restaurant to visit!
Ordered lots of food...
Jiayi still feel like demanding for a dessert although she already full... lol ;p


The sushi freak


and before going for the discussion,we went to FOS...
i got a half price shorts...spot it last time dy..luckily didn't buy,or else i gonna 'gek sei'! ahha =p


My group member is kind of rajin type people...compare with him,i am nothing lor...he seems super duper stress and worried for the coming finals...So,after the discussion, he went back already... Since i'm in the mall,i decided to shop around..i timed myself 1 hour to shop...


Saw some glamorous accessories at Vincci accesorries shop...So,i bought this... long time never add any new accessories for myself dy...finally can stock some for the coming CNY~

my earrings and anklet!look galmour not?? ^.=


My next pit alone is Zara...
feel like getting myself another tight jeans of Zara ler...
But just get myself a Forever 21 black fit pants on my birthday...
well....considering...


Compare my current pic and my previous pic...that time i am still having long curly hair...i want to get that length back!!


camwhore-ing for the-day...

I stopped by at Jaya One for dinner before i go back to MC..
while waiting jiayi to finish work,i plan to have a short revision at Oldtown...
But,i saw some crowds at the centre court of Jaya One-Palm Square...
There's a performance from the former Malaysian Idol finalist- Saiful... ( don't even know this name before that...paiseh )
anyway,instead of go to Oldtown,i sat there and watched the performance...
well,there' still lots of space for improvement for the english song that he presents - No Promises...but for malay songs...it's quite nice...most of the malay songs' melody are taken from the chinese songs...

Songs that he performs are- Rindu,Ku masih cintaimu,Aku ada disini....

and there goes my day...

time to fight for exam,again! ^^

Wednesday, November 19, 2008

misery

[tears from the wounded heart]

Misery...
my heart is bleeding blood...
it's shaking from the pain that is in my head...
i lose myself in all these fights...
Tears
been crying in extreme for more than 2 hours...
make up that i wear blurred my vision...
i just can't help dropping tears again and again...
eyes flooded with tears...
but i left it dried by fans on the ceiling...

Stress...
sleepless nights i had these days...
caffeine can't help but worsen the nights with fears and trembles...
not really cope well with studies...
not really having a good life as what it seens by others...

Sorrow...
i'm in the middle of nowhere...
understanding and care is needed...

but who's care?
no one...

unfold the reality...
and this is where i am standing...

* my eyes is super puffy now

Thursday, November 6, 2008

你不是真正的快乐

你是人群中透明的颜色。。。
世界笑了,于是你合群的一起笑了。。。
站在世界中心;可却觉得好像和这世界隔着了银河。。。
生存变成只是规则;而不是你的选择。。。

你不是真正的快乐。 。 。
你的笑只是一种习俗礼貌。。。
脱下所穿的保护色,你会不会就不再是透明的颜色呢?

你值得真正的快乐。。。
就让悲伤全部结束在此刻。
重新开始活着。。。

唱一首笑忘歌。。。
把伤心的都给忘了吧!


快乐可以是自找的。 。 。 。 。 。