執着

為什麼沒有早一步相遇？也沒有晚一步？

執着有时候是很累的。。

明明知道不应该；明明知道不可能。。

为什么，还是会執着？

或许，執着只是因为放不下；不是爱。。

爱情，终究是经营不来；也免强不来的。。

我们只能放任它人，也放任自己。。让一切顺其自然。。

或许，有一天。。我们会发现其实我们并没有自己想像的深情。。

等到那一天，卸下心中的執着。。我们或许会更懂得珍惜当下的美好。。

好想来点微薰。。

微薰了，或许就不会那么執着了。。

the time bomb! USE THE RIGHT WORDS!!

i'm back in action!

been alone to do works and get to observe all walks of life..

This opens me to see the society ills of polarising evidence.. eg: you-are-amazing-but-the-truth-is-you're-crap!! (inner thoughts)

take your mask down,bitch! you are not treating people sincerely, so you do not deserve to be treated sincerely as well! FAIR and SQUARE !! same goes to the business today, especially service industry..

As a marketing students, i always know that social interacting skill is important to build up a wide network. However, the key of SUCCESS is ONLY to service people SINCERELY from your heart!

and as apply to friendship,i'd always treasure all my friends around me.. when i say FRIENDS, i DO REALLY MEAN IT!! but somehow, i'd always missed the moments where we used to talk closely, intimately, OPENLY TO ANYTHING,EVERYTHING!! okay, i may sound childish or boring or whatever, those are the moments where TRUE FRIENDSHIP are formed!

i'd always feel more comfortable when i am alone lately or only with close friends! this is because that i feel awkward when surrounded with clown or insincere fake people!

evidence to this are two evidence tht i would like to share:

evidence 1: beautician A

"i feel sad for ur skin condition..", "r u okay? is it because tht u feel stress lately?are u into a relationship?and blah blah blah"- she is ultimately sincere or even tht she doesn't mean it from her bottom of heart, at least she did not make me feel bad abt myself..but one thing i would like to point out is tht DO NOT EVER ASK ANYTHING ABT UR CUSTOMER"S PRIVACY! i dun feel tht there's a need for me to tell u abt my privacy tht is cross beyond my line, so DON"T ASK! perhaps, she acts over caring..

evidence 2: beautician B

"aiyoyo! ur skin condition is terrible like hell!i feel headache looking at ur pimples! this is what happen when you seldom come for facial! " - okay! i admit tht i do not hav good skin!i do hav pimples since long ago but it never cure from roots!i come for facial is because i need you to clear it away for me, not for u to criticize till make me feel that you are not professional, u do not respect ur customer, you are a paliah beautician and etc..

The above evidence does not mean tht i cannot take negative feedback or criticism! but it's about the way tht how they talk abt it!

GOOD CRITICISM BUILDS PEOPLE UP; BAD CRITICISM TEARS THEM DOWN!!

no one likes to hear tht they are not awesome, including myself! BUT if you use the right words, i will thank u for telling me the truth and helping me to improve..

So, PLEASE MIND YOUR WORDS! USE THE RIGHT WORDS, IDIOTS!!

okay, i shall call this entry a time bomb! lol ;p till then, wait for the next bomb ba =)

the emo queen's crap

I wonder...what spell i am under...
I'm in a state of depression...i think...
Eyes are red,tears are shed..
Felt so hopeless that i can't fix anything...
I don't know what else that i can do to make things get better...
I don't know...
I don't know if i can still believe and keep my faith on my journey...
i don't know...
Happiness...Laughter...smiley...it's all seems far far away..that i can't reach...
Family..friendship..love.... it seems that i cannot afford to gain anything of it...
i hate myself...
[tonight i wanna cry]

well,i know i'm crapping...do ignore my crap...

i'm just another emo out here...