The dancing of the RaiN / Pitter-patter of the RaiN

Okie...i know that the raining seasons is going to end soon and i'm a bit out-to-date...Anyway,as i promised...here you go....the entry of The Dance Of Rain~lol ;p

It's actually that during my exam period,it used to rain heavily almost everyday...Felt so boring while doing revision,so i captured down the tapping of the rain....and you know what?I just found out that rain do dance...and it's awesome!!okay,i know that i sound insane...believe it or not,just watch this! >>>>>>>>>

Well,maybe those pics make no difference to see so called 'the dance of rain'...trust me,save those pics and played it constantly,you should have see it!


the part 2 >>>



Trust me,it's awesome!!!they are tapping like tap dancing...(踢踏舞)...

So,i guess that's why they said it 'pitter-patter of the rain'...As pitter-patter means the sound of quick light taps...

I used to stopped and gazed out the window,looking at the rain or the sky...It simply makes me feel at ease...

I love rainy days...
it can makes me emo and it can makes me at ease...
However,it can be so annoying if i have to dress fancy,wearing heels and still i need to take bus to go out somewhere else and it RAINSsssss!really pissed me off la wei...

Wait....but if i am under an umbrella with the loved-one's,or perhaps make it more romantic by kissing in the rain...ahha =p then,the rainy day can definitely be very very memorable....*romantic maa* lol ;p

and a chinese song to intro in my playlist here...南拳妈妈-下雨天....very nice song and i love it when rainy days...lol ;p

a day-saturday!

Holiday now luu~~~~~Went to Midvalley to catch a movie with friend yesterday. We tried so hard to book the tickets online but almost all fully booked dy~aiks// have to take a long q to buy the tickets....And finally,we get to watch this >>>>> Deception!

It's directed by the first timer Marcel Langenegger. As for the first try,i can say that the storyline is quite interesting as it always keep me guessing the ending...Guys,you gonna catch this as there're lots of sexy scenes that you won't wanna miss...Maggie Q is wearing sexy blouse inside too ^^ but Malaysia's cinema,u know laa...censored a lot dy...or else,there must be plenty much more!!hehe =p

Then,our next pit is The Gardens...Since my friend never been there,so we just walk walk around there only...Didn't have any intension to do shopping...But,i accidentally found T-shirts that catch my eyes...It's from The Mook!but it's really quite expensive and no any discount.So,i will just re-consider lorr....

and when we walk through the first floor,we spot an exhibition about Merdeka celebration...It's from The One Academy's students...I know that it may be quite late to post about Merdeka entry but after all,i just wanna share those pics that i captured at here...Here you go.....

[One Heart ; One Mind ]

The metal wire is used to represent prosperity of Malaysia, with the metals inside as the many ethnicities in our country united in 1 heart 1 mind.

[51 years of Nation Building]

As a nation,we have developed progressively since we become independent....The poster color drawing represents the achievement that we have in public and private industries..

[Are you patriotic?]

A simple question to provokes you....Are you patriotic??

[Hibiscus]

Its focus is on the hibiscus of Malaysia in five different hues representing the diversity of malaysian culture...Yellow-signifying happiness and the King together with the freedom fighters; Blood in red- serve as a reminder to commemorate those who sacrificed in return for the Independent that we are celebrating now...

[the 'V']

The 'V' (peace sign) creates the star represent the 13 states and federal government of Malaysia's '2-gather'.

[Dawn]

i love this piece of art the most!What can you see from the picture??- Let the bygones be bygone,the future is in our hands!

That's all for this entry...Next time update you something interesting...The Dance of Rain....^^

Scarcity

"to choose is to lose" - true,very accurately true!

-We are all faced with scarcity,and as a consequences,we must make choices.

"an opportunity cost is an opportunity lost"

-To get more of anything that is desirable,you must accept less of something else that you also value....

Ai said: "In reality,we faced trade-off.We cannot make other happy without making others unhappy..."

Do you agree with her???

Just finished my econs paper today...Been studying text books like mad these days...To make myself more focus,i need to stay away from 'seduction',which is - my lovely bed,blanket and pc!

LOL ;p That's why I've been a regular customer of Oldtown at Jaya One...From the time they opened their shop until they close... haha ~ Well,I did shift to other places as well, sometimes,such as McD, Halo cafe, Starbucks... .. But still i prefer Oldtown and McD the most!

When i feel sleepy,can order a cup of coffee...i'm a coffee-lover!;p but these days drinking coffee like drinking water,so i got a bit abnormal sign dy...have to stop it...hehe =p About McD...it's always a nice place for youngster to hangout and the best thing is....soft drinks there can refill!!muahahaha...can save $$ to order drinks...

Okay,let's back to the point...

Relationship between Scarcity and the Growing Expectations:

It is likely that over a period of time,a rising quantity of goods and services will not increase human happiness.Why?? -

Our wants grow as fast,if not faster than our ability to meet those wants,so that we still feel scarcity as much or more than we did before.

[above statement are copied from econs text books...lol ;p]

Every human beings have greed...Our desire to own something will never end...But it's always some situation that we can't get everything that we desire.Even the rich do face scarcity as well...Like for example,being popular.In order to gain popularity,you might need to sacrifice your freedom,perhaps...or maybe your time spend with your loved ones'.

I've come to a point where there's no turning back.I cannot look back and i shall not!

I've make myself learn not to regret and start listing down my priority list.

I shall not,shall not always looking backward!It won't help in giving me any gain,instead i got a loss.A loss of not appreciating what i owned now.

I'm trading-off my past,to get a better me-the lady that i shaped for my future.

I wanna be the lady!the kind of lady!!

sorry,if i choose to foregone you...i have to foregone you,the opportunity cost!

and if i did make anyone feel bad or unhappy,sorry is the only word that i can say...

It's because i need to make someone else happy or perhaps,my own sometimes and that's why i have to turn you down...[trade-off theory comes in]

Ai statement is true...I agree~

In conclusion,"to choose is to lose".Thus,scarcity exist everywhere in every kind of situation.

p/s: that's exactly the last sentence that i wrote for my econs essay today.. ;p

Generally, we can only choose either one and ONLY ONE.Then,there might be no turning back.Unless you are lucky enough...that is extreme exceptional case...

So,to choose alternative A,we foregone alternative B or vice versa.

So,sorry to disappoint you-alternative A or maybe alternative B...

Don't blame me...Blame "scarcity" larh ;p

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Again,it's another rainy days... ...
I'm trying hard to hold my tears and breath as hard....
Stress...i am stress...i am very very stress...
Please,allow me to have a peace of mind....
...
...
...
...
...
Praying hard...
Breathing hard...
Trying hard...
Holding hard...

一场雨。雨一场

下雨了。。。
雨滴答滴答的落下。。。沿着昨天，把我带到过去回忆的牵挂。。。
转眼瞬间，那曾经的感动早已换了季。。。
告别这落叶的季节，希望雨停以前，飞出想念。。。

雨停后，在这暖暖的空气里，阳光会把潮湿的回忆晒干。。。
我会从倔强找到勇气。。。
我会学着不害怕。。。
我相信一切的美好不会是假的。。。
一切的美丽会在下一段故事里廷续。。。
祝福彼此吧~

Sara

I am officially 21!
I don't know what kind of adulthood life that I am going to live through...It's yet to be explore ...
and this song linger in my mind very often lately...

[ Sara ]
When I was just a little girl,
I asked my mother,what will I be?
Will I be pretty?Will I be rich?
That's what she said to me:
"Hey Sara,Sara...Whatever will be...will be...
The future not our's to see...Hey Sara,Sara...What will be...Will be..."

The journey is yet to begins... and
I am searching for the light to shine along the way...
Wish me luck ^^

恋空3-我和天空谈恋爱

我一直都在和天空谈恋爱。。。


以下是我部份影摄的恋空照。。。
张张的恋空照演绎出不同时段的我，带着不同的心情。。。

[巴士沿途中，青青的稻草。。。我知道离家不远了。。。]

[槟岛-在婆婆家附近,看着天和海连成一条线。。。婆婆，你都还好吗？]

[ferry上，那时风刮得很大。。。等待着靠岸-一个安全的，温暖的避风港]

[外婆店外的天空-外婆，我突然很想你。。。你做的饭，烧的菜，包的汤是天下最最最美味的。]

[和Nellie在kepong跑步时照的-太阳快下山咯！]

[ MC 晓吉力以前的房外- 有时候，我们会倚靠在那，看天空，数车龙，还有一起说梦。。。]

[赶assignment整夜不睡觉-天刚要破晓。。。月亮再见咯~太阳快升起吧！又是全新的一天了！]

[曾经在Melati家的天台外，月光的作祟下，展发出一段两个人的故事。。。]

[但是很快的，同一年，我宣告失恋了。。。在hometown,从二楼窗外望出去，泪还在滴。。。可晚霞还是那么的美。。。我说过我会好好过。。。]

[Sibu,Rejang江那儿的天空。。。天空底下的我，正想对你诉说suki desu。。。]

[孙燕姿-风筝。看着风筝穿越云端，飞得很高。。我知道天空多美妙。。。我在微笑，把梦想找到。。]

嘻嘻~~有一些不是很清。。。没法啦。。。只不过是本人用k750i 2.0 mega pixel 手机拍的。。。

所以，我真的很想拥有一部专业的相机，学摄影。。。
最近流行的 lomography 相机也很不错。。。可以玩视觉效果。。。
存着钱。。。我要将它变成囊中物!



天空在等着我吗？

恋空 2

从恋空1开始，每一天，我总会习惯性的把头抬；看天空。。。

一个人在房里独处的时候，我会倚望窗外的天空。。

心情低落得要命的时候，只要踏出去看看天空，就会很自然的笑了。。。就会好多了。。。

荡秋千时，我会把头倒后看天空。。。

天空，颠倒来看时，我会发现地面上的地平线足以平衡我心里的平衡线。。。

和同事吃夜宵等食物端上的当儿，我也会举头望明月。。。

月光，隐隐闪耀。。。像在叫我别害怕。。。我不是孤单一个人的。。。

想家的时候，我也会看天空；然后凭想象，在云里拟出家人的容貌。。。

真希望云可以当我最好的邮差，把我对他们的想念快递给他们。。。

夜深人静的时候，我更习惯性地会看天空，向星星喃喃心语。。。

飞机划过天际的时候，我也会盯着天空看，至到它飞得太远，我看不见了为此。。。

婆婆家就在槟城机场附近，在那而，有我的秘密基地。。。

小时候，我会抬头好奇地指着天空上的一条直线问：为什么天空上会有一条线的呢？

长大了问，就会被人骂：那就不过是飞机线嘛。。。笨！

不过，我还是想要有点童真地问。。。嘻嘻~

当我受挫，想放弃的时候，望着天空上漂浮着的云朵里似乎预言着生命中变幻莫澈的命运。。。

云说：生命中有无限的可能。。。我和你，我们都有绝对的能量可以创造出自己的一片天！

所以，不可以放弃！只要永不，永不放弃，就会有成功的机会！

[守得云开见明月] = ）

The sky's the limit!

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Clock keeps ticking like it's laughing at me; why waste tomorrow chasing yesterday...
Days go by in a pulseless haze...
I wonder what spell I'm under; who's that person wearing my face??
I part my lips to speak but the words are out to reach...

It ain't easy...
I'm half alive but i felt mostly dead...

Okay,fine...
I just shouldn't think anymore...not much time for me to waste...

It's a brand new day again...
Ohaiyo [ goodmorning ] !

P/s: please tell me to GAMBATAE neh~
and i will gambatae...

GAMBATAE neh,Xinyi!

如果你也想起我。。。

睡不着。。。
悬着一颗心没着落。。。
房间里没有亮灯。。。
把自己关在夜一般黑的思绪里。。。
冰封许久的回忆随着音乐的鼓舞让我突然觉察到原来那恋的甜，离我已多么地遥远。。。

近来，生活忙碌得好压力。。。
每天，除了上课，打工，我近乎没有多余的时间给自己。。。
睡觉，是我的奢侈品。。。
我也不容自己想太多。。。
可是，就是会有这样一个的夜晚，我越界了。。。

会不会有这样一个的夜晚，你也会突然想起我？
如果你想起了我，你又会想到了什么？

0707116 最小的事

晓吉力~


这一刻，最重要的事，是属于你，最小的事。。。

我们每个平凡小事，变成永恒故事。。。

你就是我的天使。。。

你就像天使一样，给我依赖，给我力量。。。

如果能有一天，再一次重返光荣。。。

记得找我，我的好朋友。。。

伙伴们，好不好？让我们再次拯救地球。。。

老地方相见。。。

如果你发现你还有留恋。。。

MC-KFC的篱芭外，我们肩屏着肩，紧握的手里面有好多明天。。。

认识你五月的天，梦开始鲜艳。。。

一长串的心愿，我们一天一天，慢慢实现。。。

我们甩掉地球，地球甩掉。。。只要越跳越高。。。

只想越跳越疯，越跳越高，把地球甩掉。。。

come on,JumP!

请你把头抬起来，帮你把勇气装满。。。

有你我的陪伴，一起终结孤单。。。

那样的回忆，那么足够。。。

谢谢你，教懂我知足的快乐。。。

JuMp!让我们一起私奔到月球。。。

让我们一起离开地球表面。。。To Find Our Paradise。。。

我们会有一起跃过城墙的一天！

最小的事；最重要的事

[你，07年的生日。。。我们的猪样~哈哈！]

[829，眼镜军团成员之一 - Evelyn，在redbox的庆生会上。。。]

[Wilson's CS 的lecture。。。我们的棒棒圈-Lollipop。。。]

[PD的那道墙，我们的屁股。。。Lol ;p] [Transformer 后的Kenny Roger's 大餐-Tongue Out!]

[眼镜军团大姐-嘉怡，在槟城Batu Ferringhi 沙滩的生日party。。。]

[我们都说好，会一起越过城墙的。。。就在不久的将来！我相信。。。]

[共享的士林开心套餐。。。]

[08年，527。。。祝你生日快乐！]

人间

4点多了。。。

如果你，和我一样寂寞。。。一样在感叹人生。。。

来吧！为我们更深一层的寂寞，干杯！

送你一首歌。。。

我的第一个偶像，第一个让我最想拥有她的专辑的人-王菲。


《人间》
风雨过后不一定有美好的天空
不是天晴就会有彩虹
所以你一脸无辜 不代表你懵懂
不是所有感情都会有始有终
孤独尽头不一定惶恐
可生命总免不了 最初的一阵痛
但愿你的眼睛 只看得到笑容
但愿你流下每一滴泪 都让人感动
但愿你以后每一个梦 不会一场空
天上人间 如果真值得歌颂
也是因为有你在 才会变得闹哄哄
天大地大 世界比你想象中朦胧
我不忍心再欺哄 但愿你听得懂
。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。 x 2
但愿你会懂 该何去何从

p/s: 该睡觉了啦，晚安~

笑吧! =)

凌晨3点钟。。。

今夜，我觉得既寂寞，也既不寂寞。。。很矛盾吧？！lol ;p

寂寞，因为近期有太多事情需要处理了。。而我，很逊的。。。处理不好。。

不寂寞了，因为身边有同样寂寞的人们陪我一起寂寞。。。


最近，真的很累。。。

好想松懈一下下啊~！


人生几何？

再累，都要笑一笑嘛。。。

笑一笑，没烦恼。。。

而且，我发现这一招很管用噢！因为当我脸带笑容地对人笑时，他们紧锁着的眉头也会展开，然后回我一个笑容。。。

这样，我就开心了。。。

笑吧~！

七彩。彩虹

七彩。。。缤纷的七彩，被我给遗忘了还是它弄丢我了？

突然想起，[Seeing Rainbow in Thunderstorm] 这名字。。。

这不就是意味着在狂风暴雨后，方才会有绚丽的彩虹吗？七彩的彩虹。。。

我的人生调色盘，是时候加点颜色了！

我会为我自己彩色！

红~橙~黄~绿~蓝~靛~紫 , 都跟上了吗？可别把我给弄丢了呀！

the black friday

黑色星期五- BLaCk FridaY

Today is really really not my day...Since i woke up,luck had gone its way...

From taxi incidentsss ( i was being cheated and fooled by taxi driver 3 times a day ler and each time is different races of driver-malay-indian-chinese ) SIAO~~ == Each time also make me need to pay eXtra ler....really felt like wasting and damn frus larh~

went for movie also need to pay eXtra...Sigh~

really spoilt my mood larh...din even have mood to shop also dy...

By the way,watch KungFu Panda with Ah Ai at MV juznow...

It's quite a comedy that can slightly support me some pills of laughing...

and later on,attend Mr Liew's tutorial...His tutorial is always short but i love his quotes...he always have good quotes and teach good lessons of life...and he awake me with some of the quotations...

Class end earlier and i had fun with Ah Ai to take over the whole classroom...lol

We had some 'chi xin' photo shooting sessions...and the outcomes of those pics are really really lame and funny....but frankly,it works to lighten up my day!

Mr Liew's quote of the day : "Never look back!Never!Whatever over is over!"

KungFu Panda's quotations : "There's no secret ingredients.There's nothing.It's just YOU!

You just have to BELIEVE! You must BELIEVE. as long as YOU

BELIEVE!!!"

YOU can make yourself special.If you believe you do!

Attach are some of the 'chi xin' pics...Enjoy...Have a laugh =)

[The Guru]
[she finally qualify me as The Master....hohoho xp]

[Prof Ai presenting Shadow's of the Dragon Warrior]

["Abu neh?"]

[You drive me crazzzzzzzzzzzzy!Argh!!]

[Ah Ai said our pose like the poster of the movie "Secret"]

*Lastly,gonna thanks to Ah Ai for cheering me up and so kind of her to edit those pics for me....

I still prefer to call you Ah Ai laa...Ching Ai de.... XD

stresssssss VS wantssssss

STRESS!!!
STRESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!
STRESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!!

i am so stressed!
i just wish that i am able to done well in everything i did...tho i realise that it's quite impossible...
i just wish that i can have time for everyone...
i just wish to live more lively...
i just wish to have smiley to put on everyday...
the wish list goes on and on ~~~~~~~~

that i just wish to be good...
that i will be .... good~
That i want it ALL!!!

I Want What I Want!!!

Thank you,angels of mine =)

Thank you,my dear angels!
Thank you for being there to raise me up and be there for me when i'm in need...

I was sick few days ago...
At first,i thought that 1 litre of 100Plus should be enough to cure and reduce the heat...Manatau,it's getting worse the next day...
I was in semi-conscious while on the way walking back to the apartment from lrt station...
And,i faint!i mean,almost laa...My vision starts to get blurr and i fell down...
Felt so helpless at that moment....but i tried to tell myself to stand up and move on,at least,safe to get back home!
Shameful to say,i cried when rang the phone to JC while he's working...
After examined by dr,said dr...I'm really critical...My body temperature is 40 degree and i vomit blood and yet i go to uni....he asked am i crazy?!
JC warned me not to go to uni the next day and i just lying on the bed like dead body for about 16 hours...

Anyway,
Thanks,Jia Yi...for answering my calls,console me...calm me down...
Thanks JC for bring me to see doctor and take good care of me...
Thanks Kallen for being so so caring to change wet towel for me to reduce my heat during night time....
Thanks 'Whisky' for being a good pharmist..lol...ex-pharmacy student..okay,thanks for ur advise...
Thanks Phoebe for being concern about me.Although u can't come from that far,but i know that you are sincerely care for me...
Thanks Iris,for being so sweet to cheer me up when i was alone loitering around at KLCC due to heavy rain out there...ur sms is sweet enough and it popped up at the very right time to cheer me up...
Thanks Jiez for lending me your helping hand and be my 'kuli' for 1 night to help me move my things back...hehe
Thanks Ah Ai for introducing yourself to me and hope my life in Help won't be boring with your appearance there...
Thanks Jian Xin for your attemp in helping me to look around for room...
Thanks 5th aunty for being concern about my condition here...
Thanks Josie and Sheany for being such a good friends of mine...
Thanks Xiao Zhen for being concern...
Thanks Phan for your offer and being helpful...
Thanks Andrew for your silly joke...hehe
Million million thanks to all of you.....

There're once that i felt so hopeless in life and been drowning....
Luckily,angels light up my way...
YOU are my ANGELS!
Love you guys ^^

Vienna

I think i am sick dy...fever,sore throat and vomit this morning...
Anyway,it is 1st of June...should be a good month...
Found myself a good song...


Billy Joel- [Vienna]

[Slow down you're doing fine
You can't be everything you want to be before your time
althought it's so romantic on the borderline tonight

Too bad but it's the life you lead
You're so ahead of yourself that you forgot what you need
Though you can see when you're wrong
You know you can't always see when you're right

You got your passion,you got your pride
But don't you know that only fools are satisfied
Dream on but don't imagine they'll all come true

When will you realize
Vienna waits for you ]

[维也纳会永远等着你]
我想维也纳可能代表每个人心中的一个理想。
只要你有心，只要你还在努力，你的理想就会永远等着你。

[Vienna waits for me]

news...but bad news

Somebody is stepping my luck!!!
It's sucks!
It's sh!t !!!

Received lots of bad news...and bad things keep on happening on me...
I tried hard to be optimistic but each day i wake up,the condition is getting worst!
It's been 3 months i didn't have period!
Pregnancy thingy is not the thing that i need to worry about coz i'm not involve in any sex relationship BUT my skin is getting worst due to this problem...Dr's medic cannot work,productssss cannot work,hormone cannot work..
Oh Gosh!I'm so so abnormal...

Why har??suddenly seems like things change to become worst le?
Somemore,i cannot rent the room that i wish dy coz it's being rent out to other people dy...
So,means that after 10June,i got no place to stay...
Staying with my cousin at Cheras now is already a BIG problem for me to go to uni everyday and i felt guilty to disturb him for that long too...
i need a place to settle down..tired of shifting here and there...

and besides,i really miss those good old days where i used to have when i was in UTAR with that bunch of piggie doggie friends...
miss those moments that i used to have...
don't think that i will have that kind of life in Help...

Woke up this morning,with lots of problems need to be solve and other stupid stuff spinning in my head,suddenly...feel like giving up in life!
I don't wish to continue my life like this...like now...it's completely unacceptable...and it's really SUCKS!
feel like commit suicide...just cross the road and let the car bang on me then done!
i'm done and gone!

I'm not happy...
I never happy ever since i came back to here...
Don't know how to make myself happy...
My cheer leader is not here...
Everyone is busy with their life,so as a half adult,i know that i should handle all this stuff my own and overcome it...
perhaps,give me sometime...
As Jen said: This is just a beginning...Everything happen for a reason and i happen to be in this world with this sucks situation now is also must be some reason behind...
So,i still need to keep it up and learn to be tough...take it as a trainning programme lor...
Someday,Sometime,Somewhere...i will know..
and it should be a very good reason to explain my WH questions...
better be something that worth my waiting!


No news is good news = )

seeking H A P P I N E S S

Another day had gone and passed away...
I feel not right...
I feel down...
I feel abnormal....
I feel strange...

I don't know why do I feel that way....
I am depressed!
I lost my way and lost of directions...lost of confidence to go on...
Suddenly,i feel a failure of life...

It's my first day attend classes at HUC...
It's a completely new environment,new faces to me....
Half way to my dreams getting closer and nearer but to be honest,i didn't feel happy...
I don't feel that i like this place...but there's no turning back for me....
I need to go on,and i know that,realistically!
Didn't eat anythg since i wake up till end of class at 2pm....
and while i was waiting for bus to go back,it started to rain,HEAVILY....DAMN!
Since i didn't have umbrella,i cannot walk back to the place i stay ritenow as i used to walk abt 10 mins from lrt to my 'home'...
So,I need to get a place to go...

So,I go to KLCC alone...
Walking alone in the crowds,with no destination,I feel EMPTY.LONELY.WEIRD.
I don't know what to do or what should i do...
Perhaps,i can call someone for date...blind date or whatsoever... but it's really pointless to date with someone that is not my favour...It won't help any to make me feel any better or happier...
I don't want to waste ur time...I don't want to give any false hope to anyone of you and then end up hurting you and myself....
I am tired of the so called 'love game' or 'trap' of desperado...
I am depressed,lonely and need love BUT I AM NOT DESPERATE!
Sick with desperado and guys with 'come and go' hurting me...
Perhaps,i am really a bloody idiot to make believe that true love does exist and they are sincere.
It's all just an illusion...and when the picture gets clearer,it's time to AWAKE!
Naive in love is my weakness and it's time to WAKE UP and be REALISTIC!
I don't even want to spend any wasted second with people that are not my favor.
So,if i ignored u,u better b smart a bit...STAY AWAY FROM ME!

My family went to travel overseas dy and i am really alone here.
I need their support...I need to talk and share with them everything here with me...
I need them to shower me with love and tell me that everything gonna be alright and i can do it fine...
I miss them badly...
No matter what happen,their love that shower me is EVERLASTING and will not change...and i realise it,each day i grown older...
Dad and Mum and my adorable siblings,they mean the world to me...

Gladful to say,i owned some good friends...
My friends might not be many,but they are all really good friends...
Luckily i met them and are friends with them...
Everything that they did for me really touch my heart and thousand words of 'thank you' is not going to be enough to dedicate to them for their helping hand whenever i was in need.

Every Failure brings a step closer to Success~
Fitness First coach said: When I am sad,I work harder!
So,Xinyi...work harder!!
I shall see the light of happiness is waving hand welcoming me in this near future = )